i'm very confused right now..
i have a VERY close guy friend... as in friends ra jud... no malice....
pro feelings developed later on....he confessed to me last december lang..kadtong nanlaag ming barkada somewhere sa south...we talked....he liked me...and i liked him too.... pero dli kami...no relationship...nanguli mi ug tanan the next day na murag wala lng gud...
then sugod na sad sa klase.... then he asked me if ok raba kun mu-court siya...i told him no... because my parents wouldnt allow me...okay raman daw...kasabot ra siya....pro nag-promise ming duha na wlay mausab...na close japon me....pero things change...
after that dli nako comfy mu-tagad niya,...ako ang nilayo....and me, being a thoughtless lass, mu-sulti ug mga butang nga makasakit niya...the friendship is falling apart....
and then naa koi classmate na sige jud ug duot niya... sige agbay...napay kas-a nga tapad sila natulog in OUR OWN HOUSE...i did not like those moments... wla ko kasabot... pro dli ko ganahan makakita siya na ing-ana sa kara nga girl....i hate it...but i loathe myself more for feeling that way....
what should i do? dli ko kabaw mag-sorry, dli ko kabaw unsaon pagbalik sa friendship and most of all, i dont have plans on letting him now what i really feel...