over come my fear

[iMAX]

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here it goes...

don't know if this is worth it to share to you guys, but then i don't know whom to turn to...
it is my darkest, most confidential secret of my existence...

don't know how to break this to my friends family relatives and my girl friend...

i'm confuse with my identity...

i think most of you guys will just laugh worst you condemn people like me...

i'm afraid if my family friends and my gf and people around me will know about this
they might not respect me or they won't accept me... or see me as a low class person...

for you guys, if u were my friends or brother or dad or a relative will u accept me?

for you girls, if u were my gf will u accept me as ur bf or as ur sibling or if u were my mom?

wat can u say about it?

thanks

[xxxerorrxxx]

nganu ? ma ibog jd kag laki ? laki imo gus2 bro?

[iMAX]

don't think nga ibog ang ryt term but admire tingay...

kaw brod kung naa kay kaila nga ing ana ma unsa on man nmo cya?

[Klave]

Manly admiration is normal...Kasagaran fans ni Kobe laki baya...

So think of it as a normal thing.

Unless you really have a great yearning to have something shoved up your *ss.

Though harsh to gamay, pero I don't ever think of the gay or lesbians as an inferior gender.

So I can accept them for who they are, though I may be conscious around them.

I have met gays who can't keep their urges to themselves, and are a bit too aggressive.

Mas daghan pako makitan gays nga kusog manguot kaysa manyak nga manghikap og girls.

Yahay au bayot...kalma ra au sila makahikap sa mga girls, unya girls wala rasay malice.

[eilrach]

ok raman na bro.... ayaw lang na e.keep sa imong self ra oi.. dili na maau.. basin mo buto nya ka....

madawat ra lage na nila lage....^_~

[iMAX]

thanks for ur insights, but not yet ready to tell anyone that i kno about it...

@klave not that lust admiration, but i do flirting once in a while... =D

[abewtifulmind]

lol... payter raman na oi... tell them what you feel.. who you are... and dili na cguro na problema nimo kung unsaon nila pag accept sa mga facts .... if they really love you .. they would accept you for who you are... don't worry brod.. naa pay daghan taw nga maayo og balatian.. og ang pangisip.. dili murag kabayo nga straight ra makita.. lol.. heheh..

[groundwork]

ipagawas na bro. ikaw ray mag antos ana. hinay2 lang gud ayaw pakurat pud ba

[bastywarts]

no,coz i have gay phobia and i had countless experiences og gays when i was little,and up until now..na guidance councilor nagud ko ana pag college,kay g tripan ko ug 3 ka bayut nga taga same school rasad..nya kana laging bayut,basta kuyog sa barkada,garaon man kaayu..pataka lag flirt2x nya manghikap sa shoulders,etc..ako nasukmagan jud,dislocated ang bone marrow sa ilong..i dont condemn u or anything,but as much as possible,mu avoid jud ko ug gays..kay i have never encountered a gay person na e keep to themselves lang ilang urges or admiration..mu kidhat man jud,or mgpatagad..

so no,if i was ur friend,bestfriend,etc,i couldnt accept u as a friend..nada..zero..forget we ever became friends..sorry,but lahi2x jud na ang taw..

but i agree with most of the answers,dont keep it to yourself..tell some 1 about it..ur mom would be the perfect person u shud share it to..

[bastywarts]

but u have a GF now ts??wow..imagina unsa kaha reaction sa gf sah if she knows..nya naka make love namo before bah..then sudenly..daaaarnaaaaaaaaaaaa diay!hahah...