Anyone in here who has given up on love? After all of these years trying to make it perfect, in the end it just falls apart... I maybe desperate, that might be true, wa man ko nagkabata... heheeh!!
We all are familiar with the "Its not you its me" line, how bout the "I need space for myself" and oh the ouchy one "It's time to move on, I do not feel anything anymore" line... just to name a few.
Sad part is I've lost everything now, it's like I am making a career out of this love... Just like a vicious cycle of relationships, coming in and out, that I finally said.... I need to stop and give up on this....
After the hysteria and euphoria of being in love and thinking this is the one.... comes right out of nowhere the so common waiting game stage... then and then the big bomb just explodes in your silly face... Were done, Its better this way... Kasakit!!
Oh no, do not get me wrong I've been there a many few times now.... You thought I never learned something? Anything at all after those breakups? I did, I truly did...
They say love would find you.... They say there is always someone out there for you...
What if there was none? What if you have a different calling? What if I am just sick and tired and done with this so called love?
This maybe a rant, I might be in the denial stage, I might be angry, I might be hopeless... who cares? Please do not judge me... this is just a matter of purely intellectual discussion well maybe throw in some heart too.. hehehe!!!
So who among you guys and gals felt this... This may be extreme but I know I'm done.. I just gave up....