HI!
What is the best way to kill yourself without feeling any pain

just a thought though.. nothing really serious..
I feel so useless! No one loves me! even my family don't love me and they don't understand me! I don't have friends! I just hate everything about me! I've been living in a world of lies! I hate work! I hate school! I don't have direction in my life! I feel that everything I do leads to nothing! My life is so worthless!!!
This is weird.. this seems like a suicide note.. but its not.. right now.. I am still in the verge of realizing what is my purpose even though my mind is blank right now... help me..
any words of encouragement from strangers like you...