Love in the winding road
A man is meant for woman, woman for man. Emotionally destined and soulfully attached. Between faith and fate, they were bound to form an unselfish affair and were being put to stand the test of time.
In the way to a path of development and discovery in their own way of lives together, they deal with uncertainties and circumstances. Being unfair and tempted by uncontrolled desires and lust everything turns to dust. Anyone can encounter the test of reality. The un-recover secrets and rivalry and parties would trigger conflicts and frustrations. Depressions would interfere and would lead to end-up-everything. A matter of martyrdom to sufferings. A simple forgiveness would lead to a chance. These were cause and effect of a love that travels on a winding road.
Emotions speaks louder that reflects an action wherein it has images of being in love and shows color into it, sparkling factors, impressions and being humble. Everyone deals with it; they deal with a competition that shows easy challenges but no ideas how to win.
Everyone evolves and being conquered along with the blindness of what really love is. Without accepting the fact that everything has its twin. Once it sparkles and makes it shine, it starts to grow and starts to unite with one soul. In the time of reflecting the real sense of being fall, it has covers that no one can able to see what is behind. It may the one we called the unknown. We wouldn’t know what it is; it may be the dark cloud or the rainbow. Who knows…?
At first, it starts with a kiss and sweetness. That’s very convincing. Its sweet indeed we were just being to lame the truth behind those words. Affections at the middle, sufferings at the vantage point and tears that fall apart. How we can able to know on where it goes when we are at the middle of lameness. No walls, no access and the bottom line, we are evolving in the hands of love. Our focus is in the isle of aegis that we can’t able to open our eyes in the deeper nature of the things that attached to us.
Sometimes it’s hard to accept that life indeed is in the sophisticated sight of what love can brings. Its creation is full of illusions and fantasy. Desires at lust and affections that never seen by the truth and facts but lies; never relayed what love beneath the faces of the one who had felt that way and emotionally affected. How long will it takes? How far can an in-love being would go? Have you ever traveled that winding road towards your softness touch, the love? Will take it for an example, you are in the middle of race, thinking how far can you go and aiming to reach the goal without knowing what awaits at the first lap. Rivalry triggers and circumstances along the way. Both fighting for an aim to win and some sort of distractions that would ruin your aims.
One can think, sometimes its not love, sometimes you’ve just become so attached that you’ve developed a need for that person… just a need and not love. Everyone ever loved someone that’s so close; close enough so that all we need is to grab his hands and suddenly all you can say is, I almost had him.
One can dream of having an eternal affair with someone they truly felt special ways but how sure they are of what they have inside when all they know is they have the words and they believe for it; of what they see and of what they’ve touched.
We at times sit on one corner alone, appreciating life as we see through our eyes. Then suddenly until someone surprises us, shares that corner until it became the world. Life at the moment has biggest option towards reality. If you will have it, you can see what have you got. It may not be fair but it has meaning.
Sometimes it’s easy to ask if you are happy to be with the one you have. But the real sense to ask for it is until when you can carry it on. Interrogating do you love the way they are, but the answers behind doesn’t reflect the one who have the words but it’s in the eye of the beholder. Sometimes affection gets us in wrong turn. Sometimes it’s the brain that knows too well what the heart tries so hard to deny. We can never assure that love is enough to make someone stay or come back to you, because when pain strikes the heart, love fades away no matter how great it is.
People were so funny. They long to be with someone they love, but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection, because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized or, even worst, returned. But one thing about people that puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be remotely connected with their objects of affection… even if it kills them slowly.
Some were not aware that some one came only to love them for a while. They were aiming to be with them forever but they are not willing to work it all out. While the one is busy planning for them, he/she is also busy planning their life with another party. It hurts too much but all they can do is watching them walk away and that’s the end of it.
In a relationship, we’ve done every way of fighting, heard every painful truth, been in every heartbreaking situation and felt every dreadful feeling. We thought going through it all will then make us realize that we have to stop the fight to at least save a little for ourselves but you know what brings it ironic? It’s when we seem to be so much tired of it, but still we just can’t quit. How can you say a real love? It’s when you through the hard trials of trust and sacrifice, and still wake up every morning falling in love all over again.
--Carlo von Marcial R. Taburnal--