HELP I'm in the grayest area of love and friendship

[schanqz]

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u nid to convince ur self oi, once mkaangay ang guy ug guy.. that means na ur already gay, u just don't to accept the fact that ur gay or bisexual.. find urself first, ayaw sa pagkgkita nila.. makit-an ra na nimo imong kaugalingon.. hehehe

good luck!

[jiro]

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[aLohaBby]

if na ganahan ka sa duha ka entities boy gurl your a bisexual; and to get to the point jud i overcome sa imong pagka identity vs role confusion na stage... and in case sa imong duha ka friends normal rana xa.. ana jud nang close friends mag ka grabeh jud na.. what imo ma buhat is to guide them lang.. and don't feel negative about them.. still they are your friends ya know...

self then others then them!

unsa na? kang erik erikson na theory? bitaw... sakto ni... i-overcome sah na imong identity crisis, then you'll know what to do next... and if they're really your friends, they would understand and help you...

[melody32686]

sbi ng friend ko.. bakla ka daw.. para matest mo... mkipagsex ka sa guy.. if nalamian ka.. bayot jud ka! klaro man pud..

[A-RUS]

basin chickboy ka.
puede sa chicks puede sad sa boys. hehehehehehe

bitaw i think you need to look for some new friends, who knows you might forget what you feel about them kung kakita ka lain na friends. attend ka sa EB daghan jud kaayo ka makita nga mga bag ong friends didto.
watdyatink

[jiro]

ooops. ^_^.

its either you're gay or not or bisexual.
gay if you think mas lamian ka sa guy.
guy if you think mas lamian ka sa gurl.

if you like both then bisexual ka lang jud. period.
good for you. pwede ka bisan asa. depende lang sa mood.

anyways, its hard to choose between the 2 parts of your life if it means loosing your other half.

[simoncpu]

bai, pangutan-a daw imong mga friends kung open ba sila threesome....

[panganod]

hehe why don't you try reading yaoi-that's a manga (Japanese graphic novel) about boy to boy love but its readers are women. Maybe that will help.

[balthier_bunanza]

@schanqz: i think you're right. i need to find myself first gyud. mao nai sige'g ingon sa mgaw taw diri.

@aLohaBby: they did understand and help me. the problem is, after i told them na ingun-ani ko. akoi mas ni-care para nila, up to the point siguro na samokan na sila sa akong presence. that's why they don't want me anymore. is there such things as that? too much love?

@melody32686: a, hadloka anang mag-fencing2x oi. hihih. bitaw, i'm not into that gyud. basin gusto lang ko manly affection.

@A-RUS: hahaha! ganahan ko anang CHICKBOY na term dah! ahahah! ako nya nang gamiton. nakakita naman ko sa mga fellow istoryans kai niapil man ko ug inom nila kausa... dili lang oroy ko magpaila no. ahahah!

@jiro: it's not that easy bai. do i really have to take sides?

@simoncpu: ok ra siguro if ako rai guy nya 2 girls. pero kugn two guys, luod. i asked the girl, pero she said she would never do a threesome again. lol. ang guy, i dare not ask him. magsumbagai man hinuon mi ana.

@panganod: i'm into manga and anime. so kabaw nako anang yaoi ever since. kapoian manko basa ug mga ing-ana oi. wai lingaw. dili pariha naruto ug bleach bah.

***update:
nitext ko ni guy if asa siya, he told me naa siya ilaha, so niadto ko without notice. wala siya. gataxi dayun ko sa boarding house sa girl. lo and behold, naa silang duha didto. i confronted them ngano mangilad sila. ilang tubag kai tungod kai wala na sial'y trust nako. kai magsige kuno ko ug doubt na they had *** na in fact wala daw. whether it's true or not doesn't matter na, kai them fooling me for two whole days gave me enough reason to doubt them. bisag sakit, i asked for forgivness nya i told them i wanna go back to the old days. hilak dayun ko ug 2 hours samtang galuhod sa ilang atubangan. wai undang.

ingun ra sila na "impossible" na. they're pushing me away for good na gyud.

nigawas ko sa room. sakita.... sa tuhod oi.

mas ni complicated kay wala nakoi friends. double damage.

[jiro]

did you talk to your friend about this little complicated problem?
if you did, then yeah, murag ingana gyud ang mahitabo.

samut na if you talk about *** between friends.
thats kinda private isnt it? and that's none of your business.

if you say nga close ka sa ila duha, im sure close sad silang duha. you never know nga basig naa pud sila'y feelings with each other.

I dont really know what to advise to you. I guess, you just have to give them space and spend more time about yourself. just stay as a friend and dont expect anything.