Sept 27, 2007. 1:27 PM
I went out this morning.. you know, a short drive in the area just to let my mind break free from the incarserous chem. lab exam.. and all at once to give my recently broken heart a treat for finally---finally, after a time of desperate longing, letting loose.
I grabbed a quick lunch at KFC and as I placed my fork down, I felt my waist band tighten.. whew! that was some meal!
I went back into the car and drove, slowly and carefully, back to school.. the new school building’s parking area is pretty crowded up front so I figured I needed to drive around the school just in the hope of finding a place nearer.
As I made my way slowly through cars whose ideas may be like mine, I stopped short.. and there, making her way across the street to the new building was
“my heart”.
And then, every tiny feeling suddenly came flooding back.. I thought that I was over and done with being hurt. I really thought that I am already coping.. but now, as I sit in my car., I realized that while I waited as she completely left the scene, I felt my hands grip the wheel tighter and my heart pounded hardly through my chest.
Suddenly, I forgot what I was doing with the car.. I never anticipated that thing to happen and it seemed to take place in slow motion. One second she was looking my way, the next, she was making her way to the school steps.
I looked at her as she walked away and I thought.. “please don’t turn back”, but she did… and now, im missing her already. =(
i miss you my heart.