Little_Mermaid88

Nobody said jealousy was pretty.
It is downright disgusting.

Saw u yesterday.
eyes shining brightly, smiling so radiantly.
it made me think of cakes, halo2x, long walks on the beach ----- things that i know you love.

and then i saw her with you.
my steps faltered, my thoughts dimmed.
you saw me, and yelled out my name.

the corners of my mouth tremble as i attempted to smile at you.
only managed a feeble "hi".
realizing that faking happiness is completely out of the realm of reality, i let my frown win.

I walked away quickly, not wanting you to see how each seam of my fragile sanity is unraveling one excruciating thread at a time in rapid succession.

this isn't what i envisioned seeing you.
it was like literally stabbing my heart, shredding it to pieces.
Nothing.
Nobody.
Anybody couldn't take this pain away.