Inner Aspect of My Being

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter; for ...

You are special

In every way
In every aspect of my life
Everything is all about you
Everything changed about me

From the first day that I saw you
Something is still amiss
But as the days passed by
A series of events unfold

How could I smile without you
You are the reason
You are the one who can revert
That was once my troubling past
Into what I am right now

My life right now
Is like ...

1, 2, 3 and 4..
Those are the numbers used to be
the epitome of my existence

5, 6, 7 and 8..
Years gone by, learning, learning, learning
Each lesson learned polished me

9, 10, 11 and 12..
Moving on into an another, knowledgeable destination
Gives me uncertainty and confusion

13, 14, 15 and 16..
The old times couldn't be so fascinating
Yet I can't keep it

17, 18, 19 and 20..
A new challenge arose ...

Is it me or you,
Following or swaying away from your gaze,
And distancing away from me

As the days gone by,
Overshadowing myself from the mysterious, elicit light
I hide myself in shame

In the nick of time,
Faces yet seen or unseen follows me,
Further trails my deepest sanity

All my mind and heart,
Treading within the recesses of my life,
Came back with a beat

Everything has been in doubt,
Anger ...

April 13, 2007

how does life feel without someone....someone who is there for you, someone who will be an inspiration to you and someone who is willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of being in touch with someone you loved. How about you, what would you feel without that someone by your side? Isn't it bad to lose someone you loved the most?? Do you wreak upon yourselves when that someone is gone or has betrayed you?? Isn't it painful for ourselves because of that word we call ...