I have fallen for a guy that seems to be falling in love with me...
He has somehow manifested that in a way, but I drove him away because that is just how I am and thats how I have always been....
I run away... I'm too afraid of getting hurt... I'm too afraid to give in because I have a lot of "what ifs" in my mind...
Now, even our friendship is in jeopardy...
I just want him to know, if in case he did mean what he said (or maybe just alcohol influenced) that I feel the same way...
I just want him to know, if in case he was just joking (or alcohol influenced), that I do love him ... and that will be enough...
Or should I just walk away... again...