at this moment I am totally confuse, I have figure out that the moment I resign in my job, I can start the things I want to do..yet I dont know why, I cannot find any enthusiasm, any purpose that I dont where to begin.
My depression sets in and its getting worst..I join other activities helping other ppl in that way, I wont be focusing w/ my life and depression..but I cannot possible be in service helping other ppl 24/7...that being alone, really scare the hell out of me. My friends have their own job, own life..and here I am going to 30's and I am back to stage one.. the friends I use to talk too, I seem to be losing all of them, they seem all so busy, I just feel neglected..and I dont know where to start..waaaaahh...i feel emotionally wreck..but at least i'm starting to write again..those few months while I was working..i am so unhappy, .. so uninspired..so depressive to the point I hardly join any forum, blogging or group discussion..i just lost any reason...
help..maybe u guys have encounter this situation..or suggestion in bringing back my enthusiasm in life