Originally Posted by
alt135
I am 29 years old gay man. He is 20 years old straight guy. He is still studying while I am already working. He has a GF who lives with him sa ilahang balay. Ang mama mismo sa guy ang nagpapuyo sa girl. I dont know why. Dili daw niya love ang girl. Niana ra sya nako na he will explain it to me soon. I trust his words.
I cant be a kabit for I am not a woman. Pero, I only beg for his extra time. Maski 30 mins before ko moduty, makigkita ko niya maski kay librehon ra nako syag kaon sa kfc kay gikan sya duwa ug dota sa voyager.
Stupid ko, tanga. Call me whatever terms that suit me best but I can not fool my self na dili ko malipay na kuyog siya. Maski at night, the thought nga nag chungkang sila kills me. This has been like this for 4 years. Naka lima na sya ka GF's while ako nag tanga gihapon niya. Duolan syag girls. Kung mag bar sila, night out or any laag with his friends naa jud nay girl na mag iring iring niya. Yes, dili tanan iya na chungkang, pero I know naa jud syay gipatulan. It is more than easy for him to leave me, pero if sayun para nako dapat hagbay ra.
I know this is not the God-made love of man to woman. I know sayup sya in the first place. Pero sakit gihapon kaayu siya oie. Di mada.