To the girl of my future
Another year, solitude and misery keep me awake..I hope I would be okay for my own sake..
Squandering all my time on tomes of lex..Wondering on what to do next..
I promised to never need anyone, Always remember, never forget…
… a billion dollars that’s the goal
But why are there times that I feel so empty and need someone so bad and I am so torn..
How I wish a heart could completely turn to stone so it can never feel forlorn.
I feel so lonely and so alone, more than the man on the moon..
I hope this would end so soon, girl from the future I am just here
I’ve searched for these damn 3 years and yet never found you at all
I’ve tried looking for you in every girl I met, somehow they are not you..
..who could make my heart beat fast and make it stop at the same time in full
If ever you will come, I will treat you right, hold your hand and hold it tight,
I’ll be with you in your every plight..
But this has taken out the best of me.. your turn to search for me..
I am just here for real.. This time around, I will no longer be a fool..