Sus manghapak man ka @silahis oi!
Mao sad ni ako question. Ako kay naa ko girlfriend pero feel gyud nako nga ma attract sad kog male. Sauna when I was still young ila ko sungugon na bayot daw. Pero mu insist gyud ko na dili..pero karon na midyo matured na ko na feel man nako na mu appreciate ko sa male. Pero mas happy ko if I look masculine. Lisod sabton ako feelings when it comes to opposite and same ***...Naa nako ang fear of rejection if makabalo ako mga friends na maibog sad kog male...
just stumbled on this thread..i can relate to this...kapoy mag tago-tago...usahay di ka kasabot sa imu gibati...minlove kag opposite ***..maatract pud ka sa same ***....human emotions are unstable indeed...one of my friends (who is straight) already knew about it...ok raman daw to get out from my closet but dapat daw walay magchange sa ako.....well....im just too coward to do it though...dghan napud nag attempt nanguyab naq but i insists nga di kami talo ..hahahah...way klaro...
It's a phase. Because of your fears of what others might say, you will become homophobic and in the process reject your own self. Ma paranoid ka and people will notice. How long can you live the lie? Life's too short to be unhappy. Come out to a few friends and you will be freed, little by little.
People will still hate or love you regardless of who you are, what you do or whom you like. It's pointless to worry and stay paranoid. Those who love you will understand. Those who don't are bound to leave you anyway at some point on some other circumstance.
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