Meeting Halfway Across Nowhere
by: Archfear
I.
Empty stares at the heaven’s abyss, upward, seeming less
What lies above my eyes conceived
Searching, soaring, wondering what’s there for me
Hoping to find something, is it this, could it be
What heaven has in store for me
II.
Across the distances, across the miles
Eyes are meekly seeking, going farther, soul searching
Couldn’t find anything, not a refuge, not a touch or a kind
Is this place empty? not a sound, not a beat, not a soul can be found
So familiar, yet so odd, living a stranger in a place I call mine
III.
Oh where do I go, or what do I seek?
A thing, a sound, a feeling, a place, a familiar face
What, where, how, why do I feel so incomplete?
So many questions that abound my being, of my feelings, and of my fate
There’s only so much that I can take
IV.
Is there such exist, a thing, a feeling, a place of pure bliss
In dreams? In thoughts, in other person’s face?
Wish I could come to my senses and be awake in my sleep
I think yes, I think not, I shrug in disbelief
Of the things my heart tells me, which my mind dare not speak
V.
There is no such to what my heart has been longing
Of a place which my mind could not even conceive
Look not, nor search not, of the things I believe and do
Rest my feet, rest my mind, rest my heart and let go
What I feel and think are things of two
VI.
I was looking for a place where reality and fantasy meet
Where my mind could tell my heart when to beat
Illusions wrap me and I think it’s not fair
Is it too much to ask of these?
I’m meeting myself halfway across nowhere
On one rainy afternoon, I was going home walking on a street in the downpour of a heavy rain. I was gazing at my surroundings and all of the people I came to cross by. I looked at the heavens... contemplated... then felt a heavy rush in my heart. When I arrived home still dripping wet, I took a pen, wrote pieces of my emotion randomly on a paper, then decided to put it into poetry... It took me an hour or so to finish conveying my heartfelt grief and fell asleep. Then had a fever the next day... lol
Will post more of my poems... I used to write poems before and even self-proclaimed as a poet. I will try to find those pieces of literature I wrote at some random points in my life.