@britsy: I'll inform kururu. Hope to work with you too.
@britsy: I'll inform kururu. Hope to work with you too.
It is with a heavy heart that I must do this.
We have had far too many meetings already. Many of which have often ended up the same way as always: low attendance, little to no actual results.
I feel that I am gravely to be blamed.
I am aware of my failures as a leader.
I should’ve been more diligent and persistent.
Among many other things.
I’ve been reflecting a lot on CGPP as of late.
I’ve realized that’s not really an easy thing to pull off.
Most if not all are wig cosplays and it’s not an accessible resource. Cheap or expensive options, wigs are just not within our reach. Furthermore, the costumes aren’t the easiest either. They are not the sort that you can just ‘hugot closet’ and pull off on short notice just like that. So I do understand that it’s indeed daunting and intimidating to do.
But I do take it that YOU were aware of those challenges before you people agreed to this?
More than six months of passive leadership and patient waiting, I wish I had more of that already evaporated patience of mine. But I don’t have it in me anymore. Or at least it’s hiding from me... I feel that I have been far too lenient and relaxed, always banking on the stored up optimism and belief that no matter how long or short, we will succeed and prevail in this.
I do not want to guilt trip any of you but I have put all my plans for the whole year on hold for the purpose of being able to devote my efforts to CGPP. Yes, other than school, there is one more reason as to why I have been abstaining from this guilty pleasure of mine. I have vacated my posts as Rakshata and Shirley on the belief that if I were to have no role at all, I would be able to focus more on the needs and problems of the group. Not to brag or come off rich, but I have been saving for quite some time since we’ve started. It was originally intended for my cosplays in CGPP but seeing that some had monetary problems or needed some assistance, I decided to use what I had as back up what not for the group. Eventually, I decided to devote the money for buying particular character wigs for the group’s use. Since it’s for CGPP use, it would be for free of course. And I even considered partially sponsoring some costumes if I could. ..
It has also come to my observation that many of the cast for CGPP are quite active in events and other extracurricular activities. Some may have their own priorities and quirks that they must suffice. And of course, there are also the other reasons to consider. For the rest... There is always good old ‘benefit of the doubt’.
But after more than six months? You can’t exactly expect me to still buy those excuses right?
Because of this, I’ve come to the conclusion that this project might not be as important or at worse, a joke to some. Had it been something more to most of us, I doubt we would be where we are at the moment. You ask where we are right now? That’s easy: NOTHING. We haven’t done ANYTHING at all. At least not much.
Look back, I feel that it might not have been the wisest thing to do after all.
Forgive the last statement.
Considering how long it has been, I cannot be blamed for feeling this way.
Forgive the outcry but I feel betrayed and robbed of my effort’s worth. Yes, folks, this is reciprocal altruism in the works. I have done my part, I expected that you do yours. Or was I expected too much?
My public confession is nothing more but a cry of grief on my part. Nor is this a post that aims to point fingers and lay the blame on some. No. I do not need your pity or apologies either.
I feel that we have reached the end of the road. Or maybe I have.
For this, I have a very bold proposal to present.
So bold, that I could possibly be loved or hated. Likely the latter.
I PROPOSE A REFORMAT.
This would mean a clean slate.
We start a new with all posts vacated.
In contrary to before wherein anyone who signed in for a particular character was part of the crew instantly, things will be different now.
Entry will only be given to those personally invited/recruited BY ME.
Cosplayers will now be personally handpicked from now on.
I am likely to select cosplayers who are willing TO COMMIT and are MATURE ENOUGH to take on responsibilities that come with being part of CGPP. Furthermore, I will see to it that there is some role compatability. Meaning cosplayers actually do fit and are able to carry the role that will be assigned to them.
So yes, it’ll be tougher this time around.
You may come to me with a suggestion and/or a preference but in the end, IT’LL BE MY DECISION THAT WILL HOLD TRUE.
For those who are were part of the crew and wish to be still part of CGPP, PRIVATELY CONTACT me so that we may discuss about your role. If I’m not online, send me a PM or email me. NO OFFLINE MESSAGES. You may also SMS me. I have given my number earlier on, already.
Why the reformat?
I do not fancy reaching December and knowing that there is still no progress.
It has been a long while already.
Let’s not brandish our reasons and give our justifications anymore. What’s done is done.
Let’s just walk straight on and on forth with our chin up everyone.
veron, tig lang ko sa imong mga cosplay plans... heheheh
Yup. Still on.
But you're not even supposed to divulge that.
Ssh~ ;D
I'm a VERY superstitious person.
Let's keep things low.
Basin naay bad spirit maka hear and ijinx ta.
when inyo shoot? puwede muapil as photog? point-and-shoot lang lagi ako cam.
Sure. Why not. More the merrier. Post shoot, picnic/kaon ta! XD Para malingaw pud ta after a hard day's 'work'.
April/May. ^^
Mga ana. For now preparation churva lang.
Ask mo si Poet when exactly. Cornelia man to namo so kibaw jud to sya.
In case dili ko maka online and maka answer ^^
Yay updates!~
Meeting tonight, right? Online meeting? X3
Basin dili ko maka-OL. D:
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