i paid a girl to play as my girlfriend

[kimleeKINO_choi]

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one memorable moment nga wa jd nako nakalimtan is our first kiss. we attended this reunion sa group of friends and had this game nga i couldn't recall clearly and they were teasing us nga 'kiss!'. i really refused, pero 'gf' did the opposite. she was whispering 'kiss na ta gud, pila ra man na ba! grr!'
i told her nga 'wa nis sabot nato amawa ka, sagdai gud na sila'. nag bawsanay pa jd mig singhag nga hunghungay. and the tease went louder, and tungod sa iyang kasuko gikusnit nya akong hawak kay na pressure na sd cya, atay kayo kay naguba jd akong nawng and my friends were asking kung naunsa ko. so eventually to end that b.s., gkiss na lng nako.

ilado na kayo cya sa friends nako ug sa pamilya sad, and nangutanana sd ako ginikanan kung ala pa ba miy plano mag minyo. my mother really wants see a kid from me. and me made a lot of excuses. mas pressure na hinuon.

nalingaw ko sa highlighted words brod..hehe
ka cute nnyo oie..hehe
bitaw lahi jud sa makuha kng pressured ka sah? pero ni samot mn ang xpectations ana sa imo parents kai naa ka gi hire nga uyab nmo.
sure mo duha sa girl nga miski gamai kai walai na develop?
1 year and 10 mos.? its quite a while olredi yet there's nothing going on that we cn consider as more than friends affair? i mean more than payee-payer relationship? hehe
wala ko ng expect nga possible diay ni in real life nga bayaran to pretend to be the other half..hehe

ang faets ani kong mgka inlabai na for real then the other half wud only think nga it is still a game then kai gisugdan lageg sayup aw mo end up pod ug kasakit.
TS u myt say and feel consciously nga dli pka gnhan niya but i doubt it if we talk abwt unconsciously.
dghan mn ka reason not to like her coz career pa imo unhaon and all..advance na kaayo imo huna2 nga dli jpon mo work out inyo relationship if ever but hav u evr thot nga kng naa nai ma fall kai mas lisod na.
ako nimo e-stop na na..stop pretending to be in a rel.
ur talking feelings here dili basta2 ka duwaan kng naa nai na invest nga real feelings.

bear in mind: pressure is everywhere if u allow it to come into ur system then most probably it'll eat u up.
dghan nka mahimo just to get rid of it kai imo naman gi allow.
U myt say nga wala ko kasbot..i totally understand u.
I am on the same boat as u are.
pero ako ra gi deadma. I am not as strong as others when it cums to being pressured but i see to it nga dili ko makahimog bg ong pressure sa ako kaugalingon.
Quit it TS mintras dili pka attached kntahai niya. hehe (ng agad ra ang girl nmo meaning the decision is all yours.

[dangelndisguise]

impossible jud na wlay nainlab?
sure ka TS wla jud ka ngkagusto niya

[jntio]

laki mn gyd kaha ka "ts"?

[idk.101]

i didn't mind asking her feelings, so i cant say. i never dared myself to ask her that.

and i have no plans of knowing it. i always remind her nga professional lang mi ani. pero i dunno, i cant control what she's thinking/feeling. and i dont want to assume.
i told her kung dili na cya aning bisyuha, i will respect her decision kung unsa man.


@jntio: ahak na. nganong naabot naman nis sexual preference nako. LOL! im very much confident kung unsa ko karon, no need to say it. hehe.


btw, thanks sa inyong insights/opinyons.
i want to talk with her about this pero nahadlok man kos iyang itubag. hehehe. dili ko ganahan makadungog!
please, unta dili na tinuod inyong gipost tawn. pisti na. blema nasad.

[r3cca]

hehe murag same gyud ta attitude idol ^^ suplado type ^^ but ako na uyab kay murag same sad sa imoha situation.. mga happy type and opposite sad nako hehe.. ^^ mas maau ra hinuon ka ky datu ka afford and naa sad ka friend na willing mg pretend as ur gf.. but I think its not just the money.. maybe she in love with u and u just dont see it.. bonus nlng ang money para niya.. basin mahalata sad ba if mu ingon xa na wala nay bayad kay murag kamo n gyud ^^

[m_a_r_k_u_z]

ngiga ani gud, 3k monthly...dakoa na nimog gasto nuh?

[dangelndisguise]

kng wla gyud ky gibati niya TS, then ikaw mismo ang mo end sa game
louy pud biya ang bae .

she's really taking risks

[r3cca]

ehhe lucky ra ang TS ky datu and maka afford.. ^^ and murag love gyud xa sa girl ehhe swerteha gyud nimo TS ^^ saon nlng pareho nako na d ka afford.. mg focus nlng gyud sa trabaho para malingaw eheh ^^

[m_a_r_k_u_z]

i didn't mind asking her feelings, so i cant say. i never dared myself to ask her that.

and i have no plans of knowing it. i always remind her nga professional lang mi ani. pero i dunno, i cant control what she's thinking/feeling. and i dont want to assume.
i told her kung dili na cya aning bisyuha, i will respect her decision kung unsa man.


@jntio: ahak na. nganong naabot naman nis sexual preference nako. LOL! im very much confident kung unsa ko karon, no need to say it. hehe.


btw, thanks sa inyong insights/opinyons.
i want to talk with her about this pero nahadlok man kos iyang itubag. hehehe. dili ko ganahan makadungog!
please, unta dili na tinuod inyong gipost tawn. pisti na. blema nasad.

basin mo ingon ka nga, husto na igo na, dli ta bagay sa usag usa, parehas tag dugo....sister...istoryaheeeee....peace....

[newbie4ever]

ang nindot ana bro kung mag kadayon gyud mo..

mao nay paaboton nako sunod