hmn.. maka relate diay ka sis? daghan na jud ta.. so far right now, everything's working well for the both of us.. he is already in angola, more than a month na and everyday, magtxt mi or call.. our relationship right now is much more open, way tago2x..prangkahan na lang jud tanan, anyways, we're not young naman..i'm already 32 and he just turned 35 last nov26. He will be arriving next yr hopefully february (dat is if dili ma extend iya contract) or march the longest.. We are planning to see each other when he arrives.. .. I am also going back to school (caregiver course) on January 20 next year which is part of our plan and he said that he will be the one who's going to pay for everything.. ngun ana na ka grabe among mga plans, desidido na jud lage pareho but is taking one step at a time..
it's reli complicated, sobra.. i have my friends who turned their backs on me thinking nga imoral ko pagkataw.. well, i couldnt blame them but all i know is that i am not a bad person.. it's just that for the 2nd time around, i am not going to let the past happen again..sacrificing my own happiness again when in fact, i have already tried my best to forget him 10 yrs ago.. but it didnt reli work.. after those long years, our feeling still remains..ambot oi ngano kaha.. he said he already asked HIM to help him forget me but it never happened..maybe there is a deeper reason why all of these things are happening.. and in return i told HIM, if it's really what HE wants to happen, then be it.. basta kami, we will do our best to put things in place, settle tanan despite the complexities then finally be together.. i am crossing my fingers as i reli wanted that this time around, both of us will find our way home..back to each other and living happily, together...
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