technically, wa koy uyab ron.
pero katong sa ex nako, ganahan kau ko mgbarog2 sa balkonahe nya ky medyo sa taas2 mn to nga andana ang iyang lugar sa apt. ako ra isa ngadto mg-lantaw2 sa city lights ig gabii while he does his own thing... magdula sa iya ps3, tv or mgkomputr. usahay mukalit lng to ug tungha sa tapad, pasahan tag red horse or kaha manghagad ug mkaon. mangutana unsay akong gilantaw sa layo ug uban pa, miskan asa na lang mapunta ang storya.
he knows how i enjoy privacy and being on my own. we respect each other's personal space. factor pud tingali nga mas maguwang to sya nko ky kasabot ra cya. it was more of like a sibling nga setup. he was the kuya that i never had. iyahay mig trip ato without being overly clingy with each other. and we also had a shared
dislike (for lack of a better term) over acting 'too gay', so taunting each other "bayot ka brad?!" occasionally was a running joke between us. hahahaha
those were the days...
if di lng tungod sa akong deep-seated personal issues nga na-accumulate over the years sukad pa atong rebelde days nko, it might've worked out in the long run. i felt like doing the him a disservice if i kept him pra lng ma mend ko as a person. i felt greedy, ug na guilty ko. it was not my preferable choice to cut ties with him, but it was the right thing to do. he deserved better.