Originally Posted by
kutsuu
message to someone? yup, there is.
i wanted to tell you how i feel. i know this is crazy, and ive been thinking a lot about this, actually, i think one year na. and now, i must tell you. yes, i maybe have feelings for you. I couldnt drive you off my mind even if i know its not right.. why do i feel this way for you? im even confused. u showed me you care, u said u liked me, i can see it sometimes, and sometimes ur just too off. unpredictable you are, or are you just playing games with me? yet still, u constantly cross my mind. but i know, this is not right. he has always been good to me, and he's always been serious towards our relationship. i have no reason to leave him. although last year, i almost did. and u know what?ang irony kay i was thinking of continuing our so called friendship. my mind was fighting, sya ba who has been with me for years, o should i take a risk with someone who has been to the wild world?and how will i know if ur for real, when u had been to many relationships.
this is affecting me more than you know. and this is partly the reason ive been distracted with my work. Now, i will make a stand. and i choose to be with him. there's no assurance for us. we lived in different worlds. i couldnt imagine myself being with you, when the rest of the socialite world is hanging out with you, gamely opening your "bachelor life" with the rest of the world. i couldnt stand that kind of life, when i know, ur such a caring person and the rest of the world might just fall for you.
to you, i hope u will read this. i hope you will know, that once, i did consider having you in my life. maybe, we're just meant to be friends ra jud. i know man sad dli ka totally ma sad if ever i'll be gone. she's still there. and she has been wanting you to take it to the next level.
someday, i hope, we'll see each other again. and we'll just laugh it out. all this. all of this.
thank you, and it was nice knowing you. im saying this as i should be saying goodbye na. till we meet again, and when we're old and gray, maybe i can tell you, that yes, you touched my heart more than anyone else did.
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