makarelate ko...but mine k he walked away..until now la nako kabalo unsay update niya...Sometimes I'd think it was unfair of him to leave me hanging..I've asked so many guys why he left without even saying a word...One said na maybe he just doesn't know what to say and the best way was to walk away...for so many months, I cried without tears..All I ever wanted was to die...I tried to commit suicide..hehehe although not in a very brutal way...Nagpa.surgery ko...and wala ko nahadlok sa pain...Pain was something I welcomed but mao lage, dako kog nabayad sa hospital..hehehe