[QUOTE=Chel Fernandez;11843213]

Originally Posted by
kuyabog
@Chel, did you say you will PLAY with love and pain?
kuyabog, when I say I will play with both love and pain... it means I would be thankful that he loves me but will not show him that I love him even if I do not... I will be honest enough to tell him what I feel (and that is I do not love him) but I would say it that it will not become so hurtful for him... I know that I cannot control the pain he might feel but instead I would make him understand why by being honest and polite of why this is so...
I am a very honest person man gud... I do not prolong things because I am scared or worried of what he may feel if I say it... because eventually if I will have to tell it.. and for me ngano dugayon man kung mao gihapon ang padulngan?... diba?...
ani man gud ni chel... i love her so much.. pero i have hurt her a lot and i am scared that that she does not love me anymore.. tho i am hurting a thousand times pud baya sa nahitabo.. she hates me.. except perhaps, she could not tell me up front....or in the dimmest of chances... that she still has that little tiny flame of what was once a love that was a burning blaze.. three years...nakagamot na baya gyud.