we may never know.
i think her death will always remain a mystery. we do not know exactly the reason. there was no suicidal note. her body undergone autopsy. according to the findings, there was no foul play... my relatives only have speculations. she eloped three years ago to manila. we were not communicating. i did not have her contact number. maybe, if were speaking terms, i would probably know her problems. i am not sure if she had close friends there. her live-in partner called my other cousin and told her that he wanted to seek help to paranormal expert. he said that he took a video inside their apartment and surprisingly saw three demons taking a peek to the bathroom, the place where the suicide took place. my other cousin did not meet up with him. all my relatives are blaming the live-in partner. during the wake, a number called me and all i could hear was a deep breath. two of my cousins who were born in 1986, the same year my late cousin was born, heard a cry and i was thankful i did not. it gave me goose bumps. i was not sleeping. i lost my appetite in eating and it actually affected my health... emotionally and mentally. i am still coping up and trying to forget the tragic event. i can sleep now, but not anymore with the lights off...
that's it...
usually...it won't start right then and there...
kuyugyugan na siya sa mga devils...keep on whispering to her...
whatever it is...any cause that would lead her to end her life...
the devil will keep on pushing it...
better contact the live in partner...so she died in Manila...
not here in Cebu...
check your your history...i mean your ancestors...
was there a very grave sin they committed?...like witchcrafts...tabooo...etc...
was there a very grave sin she committed? abortion...etc...etc...
pray hard steph...
pray...
That whole eternal damnation to hell for suicides is BS. Suicidal people are emotionally unstable, due to drugs, depression and various other reasons. If there is a God, and he doesn't understand that, then he isn't God, and we need not worry at all.
thanks...
i am not confident to investigate my ancestors nor what happened to her in the last three years we lost contact...my hands are even shaking while typing this. her face inside the coffin is still fresh in my mind. she was in pain. all i could do is pray...
maybe you feel something unusual...coz naay wa ma-close nga issue between you and your cousin...
i don't know if her soul kay angsuroy2x sa inyoha area...or asa man gani...
basta forgive her...forgive...tell her you already forgive her...
and the most is to pray...fervently...sincerely...
Last edited by seven_segment; 11-19-2008 at 12:36 AM.
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