
Originally Posted by
adz
Uhm, share ko ha kay broken soul sad ko karun. Anyway I meet him diri sa Dubai same mi ug work but lahi ug branch. Fast forward nalang sa present, last year after sa among vacation he decided nga d na mobalik diri. So ako? I don't have a choice kay lage naa man ko family nga tabanganan pa. Sabot namo paabot lang mi 1 yr. Enough time na sad nga ma stable siya sa iyang work dira sa pinas. And ako enough nasad na maka tigom ko. Both of our family expected nga mag settle down mi. Kaso siguro tinood gyud na gina ingun "some good things never last" Its just that I can't tolerate it anymore cause self centered siya, possessive, immature on how to handle a relationship. But despite of it all love nako siya. Akong mind mo ingun na ug let go cause it's not going to give you peace of mind. But kani lage mas mo labaw si heart. I was more than willing to give up everything for him here. Actually nag resign ko sa work just to go home and be with him. Yes ingun Ana nako siya ka love. Maskin usahay d ko kasabot sa iyang batasan but I choose to stand by him. Until nahitabo gyud ang nagpa snap nako, nag render nako ug 1 month para sa akong resignation ato nga time. I asked him "anong plano mo sa atin Pag uwi ko Jan" I'm not saying that he should marry me, it's just that I want a certain plan for our relationship. But iyang answer shocked me he told me "magsasama, bakit? Ano paba hanap mo?" Bang! Nahigmata ko sa kamatuoran nga he's not worth it. And I can't keep on fighting na ma ok amo relationship when he himself walay g buhat. But dili dali nga decision usahay you have to be broken para ma whole ka ug balik. D nako pwd mo stay sa among relationship cause Wala ko niya g value, naa times nga maka storya na siya bati nga words nako. Wala na siyay respect. So I ended things between us, ang sakit is Wala siyay g buhat. Even to fix it it iyaha ra ko g pasagdan. I felt worthless self pity pirmi. Feeling nako Wala siguro koy value, unsay kuwang? Kay ingun ani man ko niya Pag treat. Even ako ang nakig buwag, and I know nga sakto ra akong nabuhat. Still Sobra ka sakit, Wala ko kabalo if maka feel paba ko ug ingun ani nga love puhon. Lisod e trust ug balik, cause the first time nga nag kami what he said is "Hindi Kita sasaktan" but asa naman na run? Siya ray nikaon sa iyang storya. So I hope in time ma ok nako, I just want to forget things and move forward. Love pa gihapon nako siya, but I want to love myself more. So mas gipili nako akong self "self worth"

My deep appreciation for those who have the guts to pull the trigger.. you've done well in your case.... the way i see it... its a win..
The clock will continue ticking with or without that irresponsible guy... the picture is better without him... imagine yourself nga magka gidlay lang tungod niya.. sugot ka? That would be the best argument.