Originally Posted by
beyee
A broken spirit is more painful than getting your heart broken.
The thought of losing yourself and lost the will to live after a
broken relationship is totally inconsolable.
Moving on can be easy in the end but going back to your old
self is the hardest thing to do coz worst thing that could happen
is you will never be able to go back to your happy self ever again.
true.
i became a different person since then. i used to loathe that old self for being naive. i cringed at that tonto so badly like gi disown nko siya sa akong kaugalingong system. but karon nadawat na nko. pasensya, late bloomer. di pwede malain sauna tungod lng ato? lol.
i can look back at it now as something nga realization sa ako self pud. i didn't regret mn pd what happened.
but along with the closure sa akong self ato, i also distanced myself to anyone nga akong nasugatan ato nga time.
it's actually my loss, not theirs. but i prefer to keep it that way. and now, solo flight na ko balik. i have yet to meet people nga akong masuod. problem is, i have trust issues now. di na ko dali mo kumpyansa ug salig. baw lang, mechanism guro ni nako...
i also have kept a fair amt of distance to anyone na sukad ato. naay mga taw whom i can get along as years went on, pero i don't expect too much from them. people come and go. that's reality. and i have come to accept it na. ang ako is, i enjoy their company while they're still around at the moment. pero if ma disconnect pud, wa ray blema nako.
mas iprefer nlng nako mabuwagan, ma heartbroken sa uyab mas maagwanta pa ang sakit kysa kwaon ug dn. A jd nako makita akong Ermatz ug igsuon. I guess mao na ang mas painful pra nako based sa title ani nga thread 😭
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