My Crazy Love Life~ Care to Read and Comment?

[zagaboI]

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welcome.. anytime pre. ^__^

[hunt99]

So now I am to end my story.., after that sem again., things were normal for me., until one day., my bestfriend txtd me and asked for my time., said he was sad and wanted to talk to someone.., but he won’t tell me everything though.., so I figured him out and played a guessing game.., until he had no choice but to tell me that he was TWO-TIMED by his gf.., poor guy., so I comforted him.., and I felt bad for him., he told me he wants to get revenge., and thankfully I dissuaded him., (but maybe I should have just let him get his revenge though?) so once again., back to being close and inseparable., this time.., MUCH closer.., we ate lunch together.., went home together and the likes.., but all this time., I kept my feelings for him in check., until he asked me one day.., if I could wait for him., I said I don’t really wait for anyone., if you get there.., the better.., with matching speech: “you know that you’re the only guy who made me wish to be in a relationship”., he said he really wants to be that guy with whom I would have a relationship with., all he wants is just time.., so I fully allowed myself to fall this time., I trusted him for he’s my bestfriend.., I trusted that he knew what he was doing and won’t allow me to fall if he won’t catch me.., then my family went through a financial and emotional fiasco., I lost sleep, time and energy thinking about family issues that I couldn’t concentrate on my studies., for the first time in my life., I failed in school.., and then., I decided to transfer to a cheaper school so as not to burden my parents that much.., but deep inside I was dying for I won’t be able to see my bestfriend anymore.., I was scared to lose connection with him., but during the first few parts of this sem.., I saw him almost everyday., my mom, my bro, and my friends were wondering aloud what was goin on between us., but I said that we were just bestfriends.., i got closer to him that I was able to meet his barkada and he introduced me to his younger sis.., I thought all was fine., many times I wanted to back out., to cut anything with him., but he said again..,”why stop urself from falling bes? You know that I’m always here for you and you know that I love you too..” so silly me., trusted him more of my heart which I kept safe for so long.., until one night.., everything happened so fast.., he confessed to me that he ain’t over his ex yet., that he still misses his ex., and I just lost it.., I asked him what his plan for us was., he said he didn’t really know., a lot of things and talk happened that night., bottomline: HE refused me…., waaaaaaah it’s seemed as if I was the one who courted Him.., (ego blow #1).., he reasoned that he doesn’t want to hurt me coz he’s not ready for another commitment after his ex (why did he even start something when he has no plans on finishing?) BUT the greatest blow to my ego was when he said.., “IM AFRAID I MIGHT GET HURT AGAIN”..,that I had the traits of being able to 2 time a guy..,

So that’s my crazy love story., the first time I allowed myself to fall.., I got burned so bad.., but I am not hating him for hurting me., I thank him for allowing me to know that I am capable of loving a person as a whole.., I thank him for breaking me and allowing me to pick up the best pieces of me., I thank him for all the memories we shared and the people we met and friends he introduced to me.., I miss him and d way we used to be as bestfriends., my other friends tell me to just shut him off completely., but I can’t and I won’t.., I don’t want every memory we shared as friends go to waste., I know that I am his loss.., I know how much I can love and I know how loyal I can be.., as the famous song goes.. “though your someone in the world that I’ll always choose to love.., from now on.., you’re only someone that I used to love”

am sis this is your last part of the story it's still thesame mao ni imo prob katong na solti nimo nako am ok ranang friend mo pero mas ok na moliky ka kung maka huna huna na sad kag sakit onya sakto sad na imo gi buhat ky wala ka magpa fall niya ky wa siyay klaro gud pero don't think na di naka ka kitag lain babae gud ka pero choose ka sa tarong gyud na laki na kabalo naka onsa siya mo love, care, comfort, og help siya nimo then he has good attitudes, moves, og style and he respects you ky kasagaran baya sa mga laki karon bisan laki ko og akoy na binoangan sa babae uyab nako sa una sakit to nako ky wa koy sala ato niya bisan once onya na owaw gud to ky daghan na nakablo onya iyaha man sala gud pero gi-pasaylo na nako siya and so about sa imoha problem sa pagkaka-ron move on sa ka then ayaw sad pag think na dili ka pede ky wala ky para imoha kanang naa ky para imoha wait lang ang laki man gyud ny mo una og do-ol ky especially babae man ka so actually di kaayo na problema onya karon ngita sa kag lingaw para di ka maka huna huna sa nahitabo ky sakit baya becoz past is past most important is th present ky ako sad sa una sakit kaayo to pero para di maka huna huna ngitag kog lingaw so mangita pod ka mas ok na imoha ky babae ka laki nay mo do-ol og una so then go on you have your wisdom, and stength of your mind and heart sometimes mo used ka sa imohang pride

[hunt99]

mu sad jud.., thnx bro., i try to learn from everything that happens man jud bro., kay sayang au ang time if wa kay ilearn and if magpadala ka sa kapildehan.., ^_^ makita ra gyapon ta tanan sa atong happy ending., there's always hope bsta naa pay ugma.., ^_^

am sis so you mean karon nagita diay kag lain na di na problema oi daghan laki onya babae sad gud ka mas nindot laki mo do-ol una sakto sad gyud na di ka pa pilde youve learn so many things and go on perog wala paka kita ngita sa kag lingaw para di mak huna huna sa past coz the most important is your present

[psyd_1]

pero ingun akong mama na mas lisud daw panguyaban nang babaye like ni miss staph na daghan na ug experiences na mga kasakit sa gugma2x ky di na daw kaau mutuo unya magcge na daw ug think ug mga possibilities na bad na mahitabo sa near future like magbuwag perhaps..hehehehe...tinuod na staphylococcus?

[staphylococcus]

pero ingun akong mama na mas lisud daw panguyaban nang babaye like ni miss staph na daghan na ug experiences na mga kasakit sa gugma2x ky di na daw kaau mutuo unya magcge na daw ug think ug mga possibilities na bad na mahitabo sa near future like magbuwag perhaps..hehehehe...tinuod na staphylococcus?

d man ko daghan experience bro.., ^_^ i had one bf pa lang..., and dat was d day i got crazy.., the one in this story.., one day lang.., but i admit na lisud ko panguyaban coz im a thinker.., i don't let emotions run my decisions on love.., im just a cautious person.., especially sa love2., but makakita ra gyapon ko sa akong own happy ending.., ^_^

[hunt99]

@psy_d1: am bro kana si sis staphylococcus sa iyang ka-agi di manto iyahang sala pero kanang sakit sad to onya naka learn na sad na siya na thinker sa siya una mo choose kysa gamiton niya iyaha pag emotion gyud ky kasagaran lang karong panahona laki man gyud ny mag binoang sa babae pero di sad tanan laki ing-ana kasagaran lang bisan ako gani ka-agi ang ako uyab nag binoang pero di man tanan babae ing-ato mo respetar gyud kog babae pero kung tinarong gyud na imoha bro na di ka mag binoang igka dugayan sogotn man gyud ka pero usahay naa lay uban babae pero looking for gwapo gyud pero dili tanan ha

d man ko daghan experience bro.., ^_^ i had one bf pa lang..., and dat was d day i got crazy.., the one in this story.., one day lang.., but i admit na lisud ko panguyaban coz im a thinker.., i don't let emotions run my decisions on love.., im just a cautious person.., especially sa love2., but makakita ra gyapon ko sa akong own happy ending.., ^_^

am kana imoha gi buhat sis sakto man sad na di mana questionable ky para maka choose kag tarong na laki gyud usahay mo gamit ka sa imohang pride using your wisdom and strength of your mind and heart ky naka move on move on naka so go on present is the important

[psyd_1]

@psy_d1: am bro kana si sis staphylococcus sa iyang ka-agi di manto iyahang sala pero kanang sakit sad to onya naka learn na sad na siya na thinker sa siya una mo choose kysa gamiton niya iyaha pag emotion gyud ky kasagaran lang karong panahona laki man gyud ny mag binoang sa babae pero di sad tanan laki ing-ana kasagaran lang bisan ako gani ka-agi ang ako uyab nag binoang pero di man tanan babae ing-ato mo respetar gyud kog babae pero kung tinarong gyud na imoha bro na di ka mag binoang igka dugayan sogotn man gyud ka pero usahay naa lay uban babae pero looking for gwapo gyud pero dili tanan ha

mao ba bro...hehehee...ehas jud kau ko basta gugma2x na jud..hehehe

[hunt99]

mao ba bro...hehehee...ehas jud kau ko basta gugma2x na jud..hehehe

ok rana bro oi ky ako gani sa una ambot nano kaha gyud to siya kalit lang wala man koy problema ato sa iyang pamilya og wa sad siya mangitag lain aw nag binoang lang gyud pero gi forgive na nako gud and past is past most important is your present and ngita lang kog lingaw para di maka huna huna sa una ky sakit man sad someday maka kita rakog lain sa imoha bro maka change raka ana di naka ma ehas basta tinarong gyud na imoha towards sa babae onya usahay saglan nimo kanang malingaw sad pero dili ng anomaliya ha ky bati nana

[Ryan747]

d man ko daghan experience bro.., ^_^ i had one bf pa lang..., and dat was d day i got crazy.., the one in this story.., one day lang.., but i admit na lisud ko panguyaban coz im a thinker.., i don't let emotions run my decisions on love.., im just a cautious person.., especially sa love2., but makakita ra gyapon ko sa akong own happy ending.., ^_^

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My type of girl, a thinker...

[Passport]

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