Depression/Suicide survivor support group

[gibra'al]

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I lost my family few years ago,its not my fault bt my wife betrayed me to another guy...after 1 yr I lost my job...got another work but 3yrs after the company is closing the business...now my son is not interested to see me anymore...
now I live alone...no one interested to befriend me anymore, not like before when I still have money to make them happy.
Im tryd going to quite places where I can stay watching sundown alone.
I ask:
is my life still worth-living?
what for?
am not happy with my life anymore...
If Im gone who will care?
or is this the right time to start writing a goodbye letter?

miskan minilyon pa'ng itambag dri, ikaw gihapoy ga gunit sa imong baraha.
imong kaugalingon ang kontra nimo ron boss.

would you allow yourself to succumb sa despair, while imong ex-wife is happily living her life with her new partnr? would you like to see yourself going down the drain? would you like your son to recall you as someone nga quitter ug way puangod nga amahan? matulon nis imong pride tanan?

time waits for no one, dili na mohunong ug tuyok para hulaton ka maka.bangon balik.

gikapoy naka? fine, pghikog dayon. pronto! do you think people around you would spend the rest of their lives wallowing sa imong demise? NO. because naa pud na silay kaugalingong lives to look after. they will move forward without you. ig ting kalag2 na lang ka mahinimduman. swerte nlng kung madagkutan ka'g kandila nila. even that gesture alone isn't significant na sa imo at all if patay nka. mu matter pa ba na?

the world does not revolve around sa imo. and that's the ugly truth.

kung ako pa nimo, you better snap out of it and move your as$ off. i'm also diagnosed with depression, but i'm constantly battling against it. struggle jud siya, no joke. traydor ky nang minataya na ky motukar lng kalit. but try to keep yourself away from anything nga maka.trigger ana niya. go out, take a stroll o kaha mg.exercise ka. daghan jud kang mabuhat if desidido kang mutabang sa imong kaugalingon.

ikaw ra juy pildi if magpada ka sa gibati.
seek professional help if di jud makaya. ok?

[kelv]

mayta naa. mayta sad kanang seryoso gyud ba.

kung naay dgan depressed people dira na moaccept that theyre depressed and join this group, possibly mahitabo jud nah. I think they should meet every week pra mgkabonding and to support each other.

[illidan_great]

have you ever had that moment when the voices in your head are becoming unbearable. that you only pray at night begging Lord for death. you wear those smiles, drown yourself with laughter...but at the end of the day the struggle still continues. there is nothing to look forward but death nalang gyud. i may sound hypocrite or ungrateful, but i envy the people who died...i just only hope they rest in peace.

[sHenZee03]

Let's start a physical support group once and for all. I think it's about time we all create one. It's been years, guys. I wanna call it HUGS (Humans United to Give Support). Corny. I know. But it can be changed. How it would work will be discussed later once we get to have a regular group with regular sessions. So if you need help or is willing to give one, please quote and post the format below. I am not a professional mental health practitioner but I am willing to be part of the support group. Enlist below and let's help materialize the "support" this thread has been talking about for years.

Name or Nickname/ Mobile #
1. Shen - 09161698535

[mustardplaster]

mustardplaster
09234272411

[sHenZee03]

mustardplaster
09234272411

1. Shen - 09161698535
2. mustardplaster - 09234272411

[franzrebs]

count me in
franz 09231646616

[gibra'al]

have you ever had that moment when the voices in your head are becoming unbearable. that you only pray at night begging Lord for death. you wear those smiles, drown yourself with laughter...but at the end of the day the struggle still continues. there is nothing to look forward but death nalang gyud. i may sound hypocrite or ungrateful, but i envy the people who died...i just only hope they rest in peace.

never envy those who died, i bet naay mga nangamatay who wished to live longer. consider yourself lucky nga buhi pa ka ron.
would they know peace after death? i don't think so. total shutdown nman gud ka ana, imo. nadugta na imong lawas ilawm sa yuta.
that's how i see after death.

sugod na'g exercise kaw, yaw sige tagay. or pwd ra ka mokuyog sa pundok2 pero likay lng sa beer. ang market value nato ani saon nlng!


onT:
have you guys thought of things that you love? anything nga you're passionate about sauna? try to reconnect with them.
it's been working sa ako baya.

even kanang lakaw2 lng sa mall or kaha sa siudad. anywhere nga naa kay mkit-ang taw within the proximity. makatabang pd. you'll feel less alone.
i try to keep myself surrounded by people.


since i reached to a point years ago nga i had realizations that dramatically changed my perspective in life... nausab na ko. i took all the pain as raw as they are, and then i learned to play the game.
i have to. else, i'll find myself at the end of the line.


i need NO bastion of hope to help me cling on to life. i pray only to myself, for myself.
flicked away my belief years ago because insignificant siya sa ako life.
to be clear, i did not blame nor hated the religion nga nadak-an nako. maybe it was merely a result of my alteration nga nkaingon ko obsolete na siya to me. i don't mind at all if someone would label myself as catholic, muslim, atheist, seventh-day adventist, jehova ug unsa pa na diha. wa koy paki ana nga labels. and it's almost 8 years na sukad, and yet i'm still alive until karon.


there's a lot to explore aning kalibutana. kung moundang mo this early, naa jud moy ma miss nga mas nindot pa.
wa ta kahibaw! try to appreciate things miskan unsa pa sila ka trivial. kanang mga malabyan ninyo sa dalan. manan-aw mn gani ko'g iro nga gahigda or kaha subayon ang linya sa poste. lol. sounds silly, but it does lift my mood baya.

[sHenZee03]

count me in
franz 09231646616

1. Shen - 09161698535
2. mustardplaster - 09234272411
3. franz - 09231646616

[mustardplaster]

1. Shen - 09161698535
2. mustardplaster - 09234272411
3. franz - 09231646616

unsa man next buhaton nato ani miga?