okay naman siguro? hahahahahaha
okay naman siguro? hahahahahaha
excited pa rin kay hapit na showing ang Avengers Endgame![]()
even after almost a decade, i'm not fully okay. but i've gotten better at hiding it over the years.
anyone doesn't need to know what i'm going through. genuine altruism has been waning labi na sa landscape ron nga mainstream ang social media. i'm just too scared to let my guard down so easily. i've also learned to play the game dugay na.
drifting away from people whom i've had close connections with hurt me the most.
but i walked away hoping it'll ease what i feel and have some sort of kalinaw sa huna2, hoping i'll gradually forget about them. and i do genuinely forgot some. mura kog tiguwang nga naay alzheimer's.
i even feel like a fraud sa akong partner. he's aware.
i've convinced him multiple times to go away cause i'm doing him a disservice. yet, he's still around. told him i can't guarantee nga ma reciprocate nko ang emotional aspect nga iyang gipangita. he just told me to enjoy what we have now while it lasts.
i'm also focusing sa ubang interests nga i'm passionate about which is linya na sa akong trabaho ron. i feel a lot better since i've gone incognito digitally as well.
i don't normally post this sa istorya and have always preferred reddit to share very personal matters ky mas reassuring ang anonymity ddto. but i feel like doing so here once in a while maybe because naa nko dre since 2008. this forum has helped me a lot to recuperate.
lumalaban... nakakita na jud kog makahatag ug loyalty, love ug respect nako! bale 3 sila gahatag kalipay nako .. charet!
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