ts, been there done that! been in denial for several years.. i was afraid to come out, knowing that i came from a very conservative and close minded family. I was on the 3rd grade, when I started to have this unusual feeling over girls, I had a crush on my science teacher, I forced my dad to send me for tutor under her class, and I was very happy. 2nd yr highscool, the unusual feeling came back, I got attracted to my girl classmate, also thought of sending her gifts and letters anonymously, but it never happened coz deep inside I was afraid of being turned down and might ruin the friendship and at the same time, I was still in denial.. 4th year highschool, I started to become very confused about my identity, it makes me even wonder what I really like.
I get attracted to guys though but not as much as I get attracted to girls.. "Mas grabe ang Impact" My 2nd yr college experience which was my first s3xual encounter with the same s3x answered all the questions inside me.. yes! I do like girls! (but limited to the femme type).I myself is a femme too or rather a bi -femme... When I migrated here in cebu, I had the same experience with the TS.. boardmate-> attraction-> wanted to confess -> confessed -> something happened -> as a result NABUNGKAG ANG FRIENDSHIP kay utro pud cyang in denial .
so TS, as a suggestion ayaw padalos dalos sa imong gibati, think it over kay I'm sure somehow you're still in denial or maybe nag identity crisis pa ka.. It is a process and will always be a process, although you can never confirm unless you try or have an experience of your own..