serious esteem issues? hahaha, if there is someone here that has some serious esteem to be resolved is YOU. why? you NEED a savior to clean your act, you DRUGGED yourself with the idea that God exist who gives you a high when you are down, you need to pray to an invisible being so you can be comforted, hahaha.

these are signs of someone deplete of self esteem.
Yep, mine is a blessed life. God is the Greatest High in the world, your Just Jealous.
yes try harder...try even harder now.

Harder? you can't handle what you have gotten now.