I've spent another time with her today
I'm really happy
I just really thought everything would change when she broke up with me
I really miss her so much
I really want to hug her very tight but I just can't
I just missed those times that we're together, happy enough and just thought that would never end
But seems too different from now,
Every time she smiles at me, I just hope if that smile is really for me
I always think of her everyday, and she's the reason why I still want to smile
I really want to make her mine but I just can't...
Every time I looked at her, I really can't control myself to love her more than anything
I love her so much but at the same time, this pain inside me kills me so tenderly
It's been a tough relationship though,
I just thought she loves me more than enough to be with
I just thought that these pain would ease easily but it is more difficult than I could
It is so easy to say something but so hard to do in fact
I just have only one wish that GOD would grant me, to make her happy even though we're just friends right now and hopes that these pains of mine seem to be wash away in order for me to moved on and take the first step towards change.
I love her so much.. the feeling that thought would last forever but just seen to never
Now I know, how love really works.
We love, to learn new things out of this cruel world.
Maybe love is not enough for her, all I want from now is to be happy in spite the pain inside me
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