BUWAG nami but naa jpn mi moments together for a short of time
sept.5,2010 bday na sa iyang dad! we saw each other cuz iya mom and dad gi invite ko to eat dinner sa ilang haus cuz ng pa catre mn cla.. his family knows nga wala nami cuz ni share cia nila.. he's mom keeps on calling me kung asa naku and dapt naa jud ko bsn unsa pa dw ko oras ma abot...so i went to their haus with all the kulba thingy..cuz weeks sd mi wala mg kita after mi ng bwg and dd2 pa mi mgkita balik.. when i reach there, his bro fetch mi sa eskina pg abot namu sa ilang haus gi hug ko ya mom and kiss sa cheeks and ng kataw.anay mi.. then i greeted his father a happy birthday and ni bless ko and ni smile yah dad which i know why hehehe then he's bro and I went inside the haus together with he's mom and he's mom introduce me to he's tita's as her GF wa uwaw much! then i saw him..coming out from their room.. i just say HI and smile.. he just say HI and smile.. (pgkita naku nia as n i want to hug him jud and nice au i duol nia but i know i have my limits na atu.. i was just conrolling myself para lng jd d mailhan nga i was hurting or unsa..)then eating time wla mi ng dungn but instead he's bro was the one who accompanies me sa party.. prmi nlng ko ingnun ya mom nga pasgdn cia then ngka talk ra jud mi sa living room.. kita iya family den kana bitao tipo nga kasbt cla nga we need time to talk wala rsd mi nila gi dturb...close jud au ku sa iya fam sa 4 os of being togetehr murag part of the fam njud ko.. mao sayng jd bitao mao tu time to go nah.. nka decide mi duha nga friends me and amu i work things out den he hug me in front of the family i hug him tyt jud and cia sd..
after sa bday yah dad...gi buhat namu amu gi sabutan nga we'll work thigs out but until sept.24,2010.. i realize nga im tired and grbe na kaskt.. sa usa ka relationship it takes two to tango bya.. but sa amu.a ako rmn jud ang ng work sa rel gud ako ray gnhn ako ray willing but i cn see mn sd nga nhn cia and willing but mas dako ang percent nga dili! ( so we see each other sa sept.24,2010 and we talk.. i ask him if naa pa bah mi padulngan and does he still love me.. but i get answers nga sakit au! NO and DILI NAH! ( unsa ka sagpa sa ako.. i cried and i was so dissapointed and broke! mao na jud tu ang last nga ng talk mi and mana! its over! gi pa sky ko nia padung uli and cia apdung duty! den buhbye na!
after atu nga painful nyt! ngkita mi balik nia pg bday iya mom last oct.16, 2010 3 weeks kapin.. sa 3 weeks of wala commua nd kita.. nka help jud ang skul sa ako for me to mov on and forget about what happen kau super busy and super stress au ko.. nka help sd nga ma ready ko to see him sa bday yah mom.. he's mom called me up and invited me to have lunch with the family.. i bought he's mom a boquet of flowers which she likes and love it so much then pg abot naku wa ko kbw why ni tindog cia..haha wa ko ni tupad nia but ni tupad ko sa iya bro..and mom.. wala sd ko ni tagad ug una but cia ni tagd.. we ddnt talk much.. smile2 lng sungog2 cia gamay mao ra.. i was kinda ready atu nga time kung what ma happen but idk pg saky nku jeep padung skul idk kung why kahilakon ko.. but overall na ok ra jpn ko kay nalingw sa team building namu atu nga time
after that.. wala najud mi ngka kita and talk! we have our own lives now and i know were both ahppy and contented! im thankful nsd kay bsn ng buwag mi..until now pareha mi single... d reha sa ubn nga aftr buwag naa dyn puli.. i think mas sakit mn gud nah.. wel i cnt say 100% sure ko but i know deep within me nga wala jud cia lain girl.. and he is also happy being single.. as he always say nga d sa cia nhn mg uyb2.. wel as for me.. d sd ko nhn mg uyb2 for now.. i had enough najud.. myb il heal lng sah for awhile and be happy and contented nga single and being with my friends
now its been two months nga wala nami.. sept.1 mn jud mi ng buwag.. and i know ok nami duha..even though sumtyms ako.. in pain jpn stil hoping nga ma ok mi BUT i understand na sa tanan! god ahs plans and i just have to wait.. db?
for now THE END lng sah amu story but we'll nvr know myb in the future naa nsd ko i post dri nga GUYS! were back in the track! db? hopefully hays.
mao rna cia guys.. nndt jud ng naa mu uyb close mu sa family.. ehhehe
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