somehow, same situation. the only difference is that akong aunt ang gapaskul nako...im always pressured sauna ky lge gigastuhan, so i must give a good payback...i enjoyed it pag una kay i was so fortunate lge...ii got high grades sauna,,,but in the long run natuok na ko. she controlled my whole life literally. i lost my identity kay kani lge cya magbuot tanan sa ako lihok sauna. nwagtang akong kalipay. and it led me to rebellion and depression...it really affected me bfore...and so,, nanggawas tanang buyboy gkan niya.
i know its disappointing on her side kay iyang hago kay nausik, but i hope that she felt my side sd. she doesnt realize that she has inflicted pain on someone unconsciously. if she were on my situation, i wonder if would she enjoy living like a marionette...
now, she has become bitter, more narrow minded and selfish. bsta lain na iyang batasan ron...to the extent of being nasty sometimes. i dont care if gidaot kos mga paryente namo, wa may mahay nga gauna. unta malamdagan lng siya...
when that time come nga magmahay na cya...i'll let her endure that guilt. cnxaay nlng ta.
nvrtheless, i still thanked her sa iyang natabang sa ako.