hell no. prangkahay lng nga pagkasulti TS. not unless naa clay giapas nimo.
btaw...ok ra makighigala ug bayot, wa blema na.
pero kung hikapay na gane...aw dili nana mao. LOL
d jud and never jud ko ma inlove og same gender.. tsk!
@ralphchonchaandme,
...good day,,,,,just be happy always lang gyod...
i can perfectly relate to you, it is about time i should face my true identity...i got a handful of experiences of *** with females, males and mayas (no gays, sorry).....this time i already got a straight guy bf 19yo,,,a varsity in a university,,,,
.we just celbrated our 4th monthsarry.....
the first three months, i was the one who was alwys wanting of staying away kay so scared sa end result nya...but he was very insistent not to let me go....with skepticism i told myself, how about if you just enjoy the experience and learn,,,,,so we went on...but i always see to it that im bounded with my budget as redards dating him and jam with his friends (he's not that expensive) bt still I spend it belittles me, but then again this is just a true to all scenario....if im dating with gurls, i bet it'd be more expensive.
lately, he ws d one saying "l'll focus with my gf na" if mag away me.. one example was on the birthday of her younger bro..he wnted me to get to his house with alberto's,,,because he already informed her good looking mom about me...however i didnt come up coz i was tired...i txtd him bck that I respect hs decisions...but then again few hours later...he was saying hi agen,,,we meet and eat albertos d next day? asked him about us? he said, we still r....
90 percent maka feel jod ko na binuang ra kaayo...but somehow like nahubog siya knwing na torj iya gf ug lain....he texted me the best lines i ever got in my life " senxa bai...hope dika mawala naku and naa raka sakung likod permi"
na feel jod nako ang sincerity......
hehays....but its very painful to just settle in this level...murag wait nalng ka pirmi when ka ayohon
to date: its 3rd day of attempting to change my sim so i could stop the communication with him and friedns of him who became my friends and our supporter....and to no avail kay dijod nako makaya...
@ ralphconchaandme...are you feminine or musculine...i hope you could share me about having reltnship with a strt guy.....
i dont know if im blinded lang ha: somehow maka feel man pd ko na enjoy siya sa akong company kay magsukmagay man mi usahay then ganahan siya hungitan nako mag drive2 siya sa car....and kanang mag inom me....maka feel man pod ko na he is a proud of having me.....not the way na gibugalbugalan ko....in fact taparan ko niya with due respect and pat my back....
ambot murag ok baya...paranoid lang jod ko...then wait n see lang jod ko...ari jod ko patya if maglagot siya kay djod ciya ganahan magselos ko iya gf then forceful kayo siya na djod ko pwede mubadlong if mo flirt siya sa lain....this is so daw para,,,kami gihapon...lisoda oi....sakit kaayo.....
but sometimes if maghunahuna ko pwd raman tingali nako i learn iya demands para lahotay...basta akong stand on this kay if skit na kaayo jod mupalayo ko na wa mig nagbuwag para matingala siya in case thatll happen..
last nalang jod guyz and gayz:
last sept 12, after we checked out....i said my i love yous many times,,,,and asked him how much he cares about me and about us.....he said 80%......and that if only im a woman,,,he will marry me because he can feel how much i love him and how much i care for him(i admittedly made effort on that)....and I also asked him are we getting stronger he said 90%.......
with this evaluation: na kaingon najod ko mo stop nako kay everything is ok....i need to focus na my dreams and family....cant afford man god na maundang mi na nag away...maayo ng inana ra kay padayon gihapon bsan wa nay kitakta.....pero until karon dijod nako mabuhat na mag ilis ug sim...
help me God.....i am so in love...........the despondence of gay-straight relationship jz keeps on bothering me.....how could i stop?
Unsa kaha ang feeling sa mahigugma ug bayot sa?
+INNOCENTE+
na diko ma inlove ug gay.. ka lo.ud sad ana oi
diko ganahan ug bayot.. kapa ulaw lang na sila... naay uban diha sagwa kaau murag tabiling na putlan ug ikog
period!...
PS... sa mga gwapo nga lalaki nga nahimong bayot..
brod nag pakaulaw lang gyud ka sa ato lahi gwapo paman unta ka hahaiz...
awts.... gays has the right to love and to be loved pud oi.
ayaw pud mo pangaway ana! i know dghan mo react nako.... keber ninyo.
....hello....were still counting the days...ystrday his gf read my baby-calling-him texts...she wanted to be my friend and ws curious y i call him baby...im very nice but we just cant be friends....i have to defend my feelings tooo.... although i needed much maturity here.....still i plan to quit .. .huhuhuhu
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