Lies, Lies, and more Lies

[Blackjellybean27]

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Feeling ko naa jud ko special talent,....
most of the time when someone lies to me, something will happen na i will find out no matter how long ago na ang lie.. i'm not just referring to men lying to me, but friends, family etc...

example, ang papa ko k naa secret talent sa gambling hehe. in ader words, patago tago ang gambling but it's sort of becoming an addiction to him... he would say na he lost the money, gi tulis sya, etc.. but then months later k something comes up and i get hold of some info na sos naa na diay sa casino ang money na he supposedly lost..

it's the same with my mama, she lies to me about certain things, then by pure coincidence someone mentions to me something and then i find out na i was lied to naman..

another example, ang ex hubby ko k mahilig sa airsoft, that was way back 2001 pa and d pa uso mga china na guns. so expensive jud mga airsoft stuff nya, and i let him play but i tell him not to spend too much lang coz its very impractical as well... then he got this new addition to his gun and he told me, his friend gave it to him daw. one day k i fetched him from the airsoft shop, and i was just browsing around, then kita ko list sa store owner of people who purchased from him certain stuff, and guess kng kinsa name naa, na super clear pa jud, hay my ex hubby's of course.

another one pa, i went home to my home town the other year. when i got back here, i asked my bf kng good boy sya.. you know na ah.. and he said of course, house and work lng jud ko, promise.. unsa dihang one year later, something happened which lead me to confront him about his being faithful while i was gone... and later confuses na he was cheating on me diay...

hay nalng...i dont know if i should be thankful to that unseen force... k kapoyan pod ko cge ka hurt sa mga people around me na cge lie about stuff.. sometimes wish ko na i dont find out nalng...

someone up there is protecting me lang? or special talent ni nako? or pure coincidence lang jud na im always at the right time and right place ?
dba you can't really blame me if i have trust issues sa mga people around me?

[redcheek]

that's what you called "womans instinct". naa pd ko ana sis. and sometimes its so hard to carry when u know u have been fooled. sauna mangurog ko bsta makahibalo ko na giilad ko. now naanad nko and i can see if the person is lying through his/her eyes. mao na when i talk to a person, i will look n2 his eyes directly. i understand you. but dont stop trusting other people.

[yvonne6]

mao nay gi ingon, be honest at all times even if others cannot, even if other will not, even if others will never be. pasagdi sila kay sila man to, kita, palahi na lang ta ug gusto ta malahi sad

[LAPA]

ako sad. ani jud ko...
makahibaw jud ko sa tinuod.. ambut uy.. bisan di nako tuyo-on nga mangukit, naa lang juy musulti nako.

[butong101]

blackjelly: reading this buh with your little child-like voice in mind.. naka tawa man noon ko.. mura ka bata nga ngpa laban..hehe

anyways, pardon me, but i dont think its a gift or something magical/spiritual/psychic/biblical, etc..hehe maybe your just too selective in remembering appreciated facts in your life..
sahay man gd, girls (or some peeps) tend to remember those things nga maka relate ra sila..
what im trying to say, secrets are doomed to be revealed..
what your experiencing right now appears to be some kind of unique/magical to you, since, maybe you are making it unique/magical through seemingly magical selections of relevant facts..

[walker]

ull make a good detective sis...

[acecrystal]

plastik kaau nang mahilig mg cge nlng pamakak ui..lol!

[organizedchaos]

same as selective amnesia...

[MENCH84]

i can feel it man kung namakak ang tawo nko...

[Blackjellybean27]

and believe me during those times i never even tried to "investigate", as in coincidence lang jud or i was at the right time and right place lang...
maybe it's some form of woman's instinct....
hay k nanu mamakak pa jud...
nahadluk jd ko mag lie, coz i know one way or another someone's gonna find out..