Becoming so numb.

[miakka070]

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heheh ako lng tubag in behalf sko twin...iya bf.....

hahah..tawa mn ko u b2 ui..saonz! wko kabasa u gi tubag ba diay..ning post ngud koh..ge lang..pra mas dali msabtan sa fellow istoryans.. tnx anyway. Karon raba pod ko naka OL balik..hehe

[miakka070]

TS, I feel you!! as in ka relate ko...

an istoryan passed me this text

NEVER ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE TREATED AS NOTHING BY ANOTHER PERSON YOU VALUE SO MUCH....

naa pa continuation, but basically that's the line that struck me the most..

bitaw sah? naa pod ko friend hu told me mao wala ko gi value niya that much kay ako mismo dli kibaw mo value ako self.....faets ba oie! hehe I WANT TO BE A CHOICE NOT JUST AN OPTION. ana lang! heheh

[teray]

TS, I feel you!! as in ka relate ko...

an istoryan passed me this text

NEVER ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE TREATED AS NOTHING BY ANOTHER PERSON YOU VALUE SO MUCH....

naa pa continuation, but basically that's the line that struck me the most..

nice one..igo man sd ta ani hehehe

comfortably numb...

[miakka070]

naa koy ikatampo ani.. pero ig gabie lang ko mo post ha kay late nako sa work karon... toa pa sa lapu lapu akong gi trabahoan.. hehehe cge bye sa ko.. nyahaha

cge agi lang brod..heheh karn pman pod ko ka balik online..hehe

[acecrystal]

haha...hala pgtapok mga numb..btw ui..kapoy naman ko

[miakka070]

Change for the better, if he really is the guy for you then one thing he afters is your happiness as well, ask him to gave you that in your own terms, if he resist then it's your call...............

maoh2..call to sey farewell? ka guol ba oie..

[miakka070]

Talk to him nlng guro TS. Problems like what u have should be discussed and not let the time pass... it'll get worst when everything accumulates. U'll burst out in anger if that happen... mau pa mintras d pa n.ana ka worst ky storyaan na ninyo maybe both of u were just waiting for the right time or were just waiting for the 1st move... well, make the first move now ky it's getting in to you deeply and its not healthy..

nah..ngkatok nami brod kna klaru jud ako sya gi ask bitaw kung gnhan ba sya mkgbuwag dli mnpod sya. i told him kapoi padayun mi kng puro rmi lahi nga worlds nga gi movan..

[miakka070]

NEVER let yourself be treated like an OPTION by somebody you consider as your PRIORITY

mai pag gi usa lang nkog tubag ni dah....mao i want to be choice not an option..heheh cguro mao njud ni ang truth rn.

[miakka070]

tumpak...my tama kah,..

kinsai TEDA?



bitaw TS,..ana lng jd ng life,..mkaget over rka ana kung dli ka magpa-apecto,...kung wala njd cya klaro,..den let go,..you have the freedom and right to be happy,..not to so numb!!!

huhuhu..... (crying while typing mode?hahah)

[miakka070]

hmmm.. do you still want to work things out with him? if so, then tell him how you feel.. kay maybe dli cya aware.. maybe he's thinking okay na ang effort gipakita niya nimo, kay you're not saying anything about it.. communication is key.. he can't read your mind, he can never know for sure how you're feeling unless you tell him.. if you wait, ma-prolong ra nuon nimo imong feeling of emptiness, and musamot kadako ang gap ninyo.. don't wait for the time nga dili na ma-fix ang problem.. yes, you deserve to be happy but don't just sit there and wait for happiness to come to you..

if he loves you, he will compromise and try to make changes para ma-happy ka.. if he doesn't, then that's the time to say goodbye.. don't just surrender, kay basin magregret ka ana later on..

ambot lang.....as far as i know iv done evrything..mski dli agreeable kai okey koh kai pra lang niya..may be i cnt totally sey he dsnt deserve me..BUT i really can sey I DESERVE TO BE HAPI. cguro d jud enuf iya feelings for me pra respetuon ko niya.