I realize now how much he loves me, no other men did so many sacrifices for me...
And because he doesn't have a job yet because he is still studying, I always told him He's nothing..he is not my ideal man..and I can't wait for him forever...
Because I really don't like him being a jobless..I was expecting that we will both finish our studies last March 2010..
Now I don't know if he still loves me..now I realize how much I love him..but it's too late..I already hurt him..
I had told him already so many hurtful words...
and he already left...