will you leave him or not? Need advice..

[monochromatic]

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Here's the story:

Im in a 3 years and 3 months relationship with him (alangan. hehe). First two years sa among relationship, mklaro jd nga inlove jd xa sa ako.a. He devoted his time to me, nagsacrifice pud cya para nko, he always send sweet messages even if wala koy load, sometimes iya ko paloadan para mgtext2 mi. Sometimes ra mn gud mi magtext2 since were classmates. Kapila na pud ko nakigbwag sa iya, nia d jd xa mosugot. Mkaingon jd ko nga inlove jd kaau xa sa ako ang ngpaka martyr jd xa. Nia ako? Wala lang. I mean nagsalig ba. Cge lang kog pasakit nia. I didnt realize his worth. I didnt show my love for him kay nagsalig lage.

Then ni abot sa point nga wala na jd xa kaagwanta sa ako, nkgbwag jd xa nia wala ko nsugot, that day na realize na nko iyang worth. (dugay kaau noh? abtan pag 2 years and pila ka months una ko nkarealize..).

From that day on, nabali na ang situation. Ako na pud ang cge'g gukod nia. Samtang cya? Wala lang. (nakabaws). Ma feel ghpon nko nga love ko nia coz e.show mn ghpon nia but dli na jd pareha sa una. (gaba na ni..)

Bsta bakasyon dli man mi magkta kay daghan mn xag buhaton sa ilaha kay cya my eldest and since puro cla laki ang mga buhaton sa balay ug sa tindahan nila naa niya. Sometimes, magguitar sad cya and maghimo ug mga electronics project for his guitar since engineering man mi.

Karon nga bakasyon, wa mi nagkta then wala pud mi ngtext2. Magtext man gani cya pero gm. Dli jd xa directly mgtext sa ako which is bad. Then ako, mo reply pd ko sa iya gm kay aron sad naa mi commu. Nia wala pud xa lami ktext murag y gana ba. So mao 2 galagot ko, wala na pd ko nitxt nia.

Nia kron ngtext2 mi, nia nangau xag sorry kay na left behind na daw ko. Nakonsensya daw xa. I ask him ngano iya ko g.ingon ana, then n.ana xa daghan lang jd daw xa gbuhat aron malingaw lang daw cya.

He keeps on saying sorry and love daw ghpon ko nia and mo ana xad cya nga wala jd daw xa au nga pagkauyab, maau lang daw cya sa saad, mas maau daw if byaan nko xa and mangita lang daw kog lain nga deserving sa ako. He also said nga he wants to begin a new life with me but mahadlok lang daw xa kay basin ma left behind na pud daw ko and d xa gnahan msakitan pud ko.

Actually, im his first girlfriend and he's also my first boyfriend.


Will i leave him or not? Please help. Im confused. I love him so much.


(Sorry, taas kaau nia mao ra diay na akong pangutana. )


Wala na jd ni. Buwag na mi. Just yesterday. I thought were okay, bt dli diay.

The Real Reason: (I just found out reason kay nisulti na jd xa. Mao jd diay ni ang reason. Iya lang g.himu excuse ang iyang lapses para dli daw ko maproblema.)

Naa xa dli gnahan nga batasan sa ako.
He want me to grow up and become a better person.

I want him back.
Pero if dli jd xa, dko mamugos.

[browniies]

kung ako, NO.

in love man gud kaayo mo both and panagsa ra kaayo ng laki nga pareho niya ka LOYAL..

maayo gane cya kay cya gyud ang mangita ug way para like this and like that then after ka niya gipasagdan kay na-consensya pa gyud siya sa iyang gibuhat.



soooos. so cheesy! maka-timing pa lang ko'g pareho ana nya. HAHAH. [wishful thinking]

[bbnescia]

for me d ko makigbuwag oi...mura man gud deserving mo nga tagaan ninyo ug lain chance ang inyong kaugalingon gani.usa pa inlove man kaha mo sa usag usa?so unsa may use sa pakigbuwag? kng mao gani gihapon ang inyong kahimtang aw diha namo pag decide nga pagbuwag namo, pero as of now kng nangayo siya ug lain chance then tagai..ayaw nalang mo pagbinasolay.

[monochromatic]

kung ako, NO.

in love man gud kaayo mo both and panagsa ra kaayo ng laki nga pareho niya ka LOYAL..

maayo gane cya kay cya gyud ang mangita ug way para like this and like that then after ka niya gipasagdan kay na-consensya pa gyud siya sa iyang gibuhat.



soooos. so cheesy! maka-timing pa lang ko'g pareho ana nya. HAHAH. [wishful thinking]

Really? Galibog mn gd ko. Bsin ma left behind na pud daw ko, mao iya d gnahan.

Then naa mn pud xa gpangsaad sa ako nia sahay ra matuman then mao na iya gkagul.an, what if daw mo saad npud xa nia d nia mabuhat, msakitan ra daw ko.

[TEDA]

ayaw lang mam ey. for sure dli nmu mkaya ang sakit and mgbalik jpon mo
continue nlng mos inyung life and dont be afraid to face tomorrow with him AGAIN...
kai for sure it would be as CLEAR as the water and as COLORFUL as a rainbow if you both learned sa inyung mga sayop

[emjee17]

NO. don't leave him. next time, yaw lang pud palabi ug pasakit kay karun naka feel nasad ka kung unsa kasakit kung mura rag wa imu uyab. Lessons learned sis. God bless.

[monochromatic]

ayaw lang mam ey. for sure dli nmu mkaya ang sakit and mgbalik jpon mo
continue nlng mos inyung life and dont be afraid to face tomorrow with him AGAIN...
kai for sure it would be as CLEAR as the water and as COLORFUL as a rainbow if you both learned sa inyung mga sayop

If ever mkgbwag nko, d nmn daw xa mkgblik. D nmn daw xa nhan msakitan pa ko coz of him.

[scorpia]

hmm... I'm curently almost in the same situation... he loves me and I know that deep in my heart... yung prob lang jud kana pud saad saad and he often forgets...
Siguro give yourselves the "space" you need sa to think things over...
Munay among ginabuhat karon... confused man pud ko if we have to let go to stop ourselves from failing and being hurt tungod lang ana... or to hold on and endure for the sake of love and try not to do the same things again nga mura rabag sige jud ug balik balik pud...

[TEDA]

If ever mkgbwag nko, d nmn daw xa mkgblik. D nmn daw xa nhan msakitan pa ko coz of him.

try again. wala bitao mwala ninyu if ever
give yourselves another chance

[monochromatic]

hmm... I'm curently almost in the same situation... he loves me and I know that deep in my heart... yung prob lang jud kana pud saad saad and he often forgets...
Siguro give yourselves the "space" you need sa to think things over...
Munay among ginabuhat karon... confused man pud ko if we have to let go to stop ourselves from failing and being hurt tungod lang ana... or to hold on and endure for the sake of love and try not to do the same things again nga mura rabag sige jud ug balik balik pud...

mao jd. lisud mn sad gud magbwag tungod lang ana dba?

i cant let go. we know we love each other. but he told me that he'll try he's best not to let me down again.