Originally Posted by
gotnowheels
i think we have the same experience sa imong bf.
Here's the whole story:
I love my gf/bhie-bhie, so much. I am willing to give up everything for her. I thought nothing could ever break us apart or no one. I am very insecure person, you can't blame me my gf is hot. I even heard my friends talking about how hot she is. We really loved each other so much, that we cannot wait to for the next day to come. Finally, we moved in together, me without having job, and she is a call center agent. I always cooked for her lunch, or not always, i waited for her until her shift is off, sometimes outside her office, i'll just read a book, and a pack of marlboro. Then, one day, she told me she could not do it anymore, of me not having a job. So i applied in wats, until i ended up rejected on the final interview, i was so depressed, i am crying, keep telling myself that i am a looser! I was so depressed that i never tried to apply to any company again. And then she decided she will stay at her friends bhaws, and that we should be separated since we cannot live together if she is the only one who has a job. It was like torture to me, and i didn't agree at first, but i understand as the time went by. I went back to mindanao to continue my study. And it was difficult for me because the only means of communication that we have is ym. The she bought a cellphone for me so that we can communicate, i was very young at that time and so stupid, i sold the phone so that i can join the cdo skate competetion. She was very mad and she broke up with me. I told her i am sorry, and i will get the phone back, which never happened. But she forgived me anyway. It was october, sembreak, i went back to cebu, and i am so excited to meet her again, heart pumping, can't wait, after like 4 months of waiting, we are finally back in each others arms! Yay! We met up, we hangout at her bhaws. When use her phone cuz i need to txt someone, i noticed that she already have a txt mate, i was so angry, and she told me that she often calls him when she cannot contact me/or when we are arguing. I told her that i am here now, and i'm not going to leave you, i'm not going anywhere without you, but please get rid of him (seloso kaayo ko), i told her to change the sim card, and she did so. Weeks have passed, i check her phone again, and i swear to god i will never forget the txt message that was sent to her "i miss you too! Mwah mwah tsup tsup". I was so mad, i walk-out! And when i was just 12 ft. Away from her she stopped me, i cannot resist because she's already crying, so i told her that i won't go and i told her to promise me it won't happen again.
Feb 09, i was so happy at last i already have job, at teletech! Hahahah! Can't wait to tell her the good news. We are both happy that i landed a job. We celebrated.
After about 2 months on the company, she resigned from her previous company, and applied to ttech too so that we can have the same office. I was so happy because she was hired! After 3 weeks of training, she told me that she wanna go home in surigao city, and she don't wanna continue the training anymore, coz she's so tired of working for about 2 years form ps. I told that it was not a good idea, since we already have a job, both of us, and we can start moving in again. She was angry coz she said that i forced her to apply. I gave up, although i really hate to see her go. She went anyway. I barely txt her because when i'm off to work, i slept whole day. I can only send her txt message once or twice a day. I can't even answer her phone call. I really missed her a lot. After 2 months she came back, i was very happy but somehow i have a funny feeling. And then she told me they meet in cdo (cagayan) the guy, you know her txt mate. And she told me that she found in him, what she was looking in me after all those years. She told me the most painfull words i ever heard, it almost killed me, she told me "it feels like we've known each other for years, even if it is our first met" that almost bring me down, it was like a someone stabbed you slowly in your chest. I hurts, so much! She told me that she went to cdo to study autocad, and then they met there. It was awful, one of the darkest day of my life! I really wish she was lying, i was hoping that she was just lying to me. I just couldn't believe it. Until one day she decided that she will go back to surigao city for her mom. I told her not to go, she was going to get some tickets on that day, we are in sm, she told me that i should go home, and then she left to cokaliong tower to get some ticket. I was standing in sm for about 3 minutes and then i decided to stop her at the ticket terminal, unfortunately i was too late, she already have a ticket. I was depressed, i was crying i couldn't leave her. I really thought after 3 years, it's going to end. And ended up badly. I was crying at her doorstep begging her not to go, and then she told me that if we are really for each other, then she will be back. I couldn't do nothing anymore, and so i let her go, thinking that might be the last time that i will see her. I don't know what to do, i kept thinking what kind of bastard i must have been, thinking that do i really deserve this? After a month she called back, she was sorry, she told that she wish that it was me she chose not him. Of course, i was so eager to see her, i told her comeback to me asap, and i told her you were forgiven. I thought it's gonna be that easy, but it's not, when she came back all i can think of is what she did, and now she's here in front of me, begging for forgiveness, i thought of one thing, and one thing only, revenge! But i cannot do it, i told myself, i cannot afford to lose her again. Now we are back in each others arms, she's still complaining that i tend to bought the topic back when we are arguing about how she betrayed me. Man, i can't help it, it will kicks in my head. But i still love her. Forever. But sometimes, you know, when get mad, furious, it's hard to explain, i know that i told her i forgive her but i cannot stop my mouth from saying it.
I really love you so much bhie, don't worry, i will try my best not to bring up that topic again when i'm mad, and honestly i'm working on it. And i just want you to know, that i don't care what other people think about us, i only care of one thing, and one thing only, and that is loving you as much as possible human being can love someone. Hehehe and by the way, happy 4th anniversary! I love you!
..sweet kaayo!!!!!!..nakarelate ko..huhuhuuhhu...nkahilak sad..hhmhphphphphhhhmokpmpmp..
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