Actually, it's more complicated. he's a seaman. i've been with& known him for only 1month then 6months na kami long distance rel. he introduced me to his family while he is away.
my problem also is we lack the communication kc mahal daw ang calls dun. i'm having such a hard time going on with our rel. sige nlng ko problema, kapraning, maguol--- my greatest fear is to be fooled around.
in other words, i don't think i'm happy anymore. i don't know if i should go on with our rel. hahay.

i've been praying a whole lot recently but i don't think God hears me. i'm just so confused & depressed.