aug8 2009 almost 4months from now... naa ko kit-an wafa ug sexy nga chix sa mango. una nako kita nya/nla they were dancing sa stage nga ala partner so kami sad nga singles dali2x daun saka hoping nga maka pares... when i get on the stage na kuyawan ko nga wa ko kasabot... it's not a normal feeling jud kai im used to dance w/ strangers bya but this time it really felt different from the other gals that i have danced.... ako buhat ning tapad lang ko nya then sayaw2x then slowly make my move 'til nga naka pares jud me... then there the dirty dancing touching2x and hmmmm.... smack sa lips
happen... but sadly i need to go home nah coz it's 4am nah and by buddies are insisting to go home naman so i decided to get her name and number na lang, there she gave her name *_ _ _ n* (para thrilling
) together w/ her number... ang naka malas lang a2ng adlawa wala ko nagdala mobile so i just kept her number when i get home ako xa tx daun... i tx'd "hi still awake? ako to opaw imo ka sayaw niha" she replied "ahh kaw dai to, how r ya?". since that day everyday were txting, talking bout anything and everything under the sun... from the moment i open my eyes 'til the time i closed 'em we're txting ... aweek after we met i invited her for lunch... i was so hapi coz im gonna see again the gal that gave that strange feeling... i was so excited she didnt know i was there in the meeting place 30mins ahead of time... there i saw her again... ang babae nga permi nako huna huna-on d ka2gan para lang mag s2rya-anay... she smiled and say "kaw dai na? abi nako mubo ka nga tao" i was like in my mind "
atai... all this time d dai ako iyang ghuna huna OUCH!" ana sad ko "uu ako ni xa hihihi" so after sa proper intro na ngaon na me... we talk alot of things bout sa amo mga kabuang, mga na agi-an, mga principles in life, ganahan ug mga d ganahan... i didnt noticed the time nah... mura ug ang pila ka oras s2rya mura xa ug pila ka minutes... after sa lunch i ask her if i cud walk her home kai naa raman sa unahan ilaha and coz i still wanna spend more time w/ her... so when we get to her haus... i felt sad coz our time to depart has arrived
... i still dun wanna go home ta and spend the rest of the day w/ her but i cant coz i know she has also a life the live... so i just said by goodbyies nya lakaw... while padong nako uli we start txtin again... na i had a good time na it was fun talking w/ her sa personal and seeing her was a delight... and so were back on our usual routine txtin from sun up to sun down... everyday i became too attached w/ her that i always wanna see her. after how many days i ask her if pede maka tambay sa ilaha... she said yes bisan kadlawn dako i went out just to have the opp to see her in person... and the next day i asked her inom pro sa ilaha lang para malau sa dsgrasya and convient ra sa iyaha... so there inom hurot me ug 2/3bottles redhorse... she became tipsy asta sad ko... idk what came to me... na looking at her makes me wanna kiss her... so i kissed her... and she kissed me back... the she ask "unsa mani?" i replied "im just getting what suppose to be mine"(kapal kai ko
) then we kiss back and kiss some more nga han2d lahi na ang padulngan(putlon lang nako ang uban parts kai mura'g pang rated PG na xa)... but it didnt happen kai naka pagong pa man ko... i went home not dissapointed but hapi... i wasnt xpcting anything what will happen that time but i got morethan i want
... and were back on our daily txting and i ask bout what happen... why did she let me do it and yada yada... i was over joyed pag ingon nya na she likes me sad... coz i know that she know i like her so much... so... so... sept2 i invited her again inom sa ilaha japon haus... we got so drunk that time nah... na it happen again the kissing thingie and ang lahi na padulngan but this time it happen na jud...
that time i was leterary naa sa langit... the hapines is overwelming but i cant show it...
after we done it... i ask her... "unsa naman ta karon? i know u got lots of boytoys i dun wanna end up like 'em i wanna be something/someone more xpcl than 'em" she had a hard time tubag sako tana bcoz she knows what i mean and she's not ready to commit or be n a rel so we became MU's. it's not really what i want but i know pasdong naman sad ko did2... i became much much more attached w/ her and g-ilaila ug au ang usa'g usa... 'til we bumped into her wants on a rel... "
CLEAN SLATE" a very simple word but very difficult task... she start asking bout my past rel who are they, what did they do, why did we broke up etc. asking bout our past kai kiwaw ra ba... she wants pure honesty bout all of those things so i answered her w/ full honesty... what's w/ the past... kai we all knw past is past.. rigth? then she ask have i ever had my bests3x/gr8st luv? and then saying she doesnt like people who has those 2... coz having the bests3x kai basin d nya kaya buhaton ang nabuhat sa uban or d xa mapreha kamaau nla... gr8st luv kai she doesnt want to be 2nd best... bisan unsa-on pa daw nya she cant replace a2ng 1 true luv... mas maau pa daw d nguyab... i was like "omfg" and she want me to be honest ana nga consequences... luckily... i havent had my bests3x ever and my gr8st luv... i may have luv'd 'em sauna but to consider 'em as my gr8st luv... i dun think so... i have done some crazy and stupid things for them sauna but still it's still not enuf for me to consider it that they are my gr8st luv... but she insist na i had those 2 nah... imposible daw ana... i had tons of rel over this past decade and partners hafet na lampas kalendaryo... stl i tell her na ala lagi ala mana xa sa kadghanon sa partner or rel nga na agi-an... but it's buot what u feel for the person... stil she insist nga dili lagi kai mposible ala...
so she kept asking bout my past again... from the start hS rel 'til up to present...
i really liked this gal so much.... she means alot to me... molayat kos mactan nga wai duha2x kung gs2-on nya just to prove how sincere and how serious i am... but yet... all of this things are not enuf because as she said my past is overwelming that it's close to imposible for her to get over...
it just sux being judge by my past or what i did years ago... not what im now... season change and people change... things/feeling in the past died many years ago... there is nothing more important than we have today... it's a gift to us that's why it's called
PRESENT!
if makabasa ka ani... pls dun get angry... i just wanna vent out what i feel...
my luvstory...
Originally Posted by CaseyR.
Kuyawa pd ani imo love story bro uy. Hehehe. Mao di jd ko gnahan manguyab or date ug mga babay nga ingun ana. No offense, pero bisag unsaon ug huna2x, lisud jd kaayo mkiglaag ug laagan. hehehehe.
wa na gani ko kamao saon nako xa pag assure...
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