Hi sis,
hope everything's ok with the lil one.
I understand your plight. I've been through the same thing and sooo much worse when i was pregnant.
Your boyfriend sure reminds me of my ex-husband.
Don't put up with that kind of person. I know you may think na oh, he's gonna change pa.. etc, etc.
But please wake up, 'cause he's done that to you several times!
It's not worth it, not all the pain, not all the tears in the world for that kind of person.
I know some may think of the fact na luoy ang mga kids kng wla daddy. Pero think of it, mas kawawa cla if they see their mom miserable every single day.
It's not easy to let go I know.
Remember:
People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.