Well im not a very vocal person so i write things. and then post them online or stuff it secretly into the recipient's bag or something, hehe. Here's one poem i wrote during one of my love dilemmas:
EXCUSE ME
For being Vulnerable
‘because then the words
were rages of river
from a blasted dam
of a flow that kept silent
for years too long,
Your reply was the reservoir
that held the welcome
At a season where memories
do not belong…
T’was time not wasted –
a slice of heaven, while it lasted,
with You - just as enchanting,
As you’ve always been
Had me longing
for way back when,
so I kept my heart at bay,
lest it get swept away
‘because they’re all just
Accidental reruns… just
Reruns.
You crack your jest,
I share a laugh
A flirt at best,
I blush – that’s tough
Behind the coat and gloss,
You tread a distant land,
While I - the changing sand
And these very roads we chose,
Are ones that never cross…
Futile, this means
Of a dialogue -
to douse a yearning
of long forgotten feelings
A sorry excuse
for a pretense
of being jovial friends…
Only to reminisce
The pain locked since.
So,
Let me get lost
Again this time,
I just need
the same old wounds
To mend
For now…
Till then stay
As if I hadn’t come…
As if there never was…
ME.