When You Are Jealous/Envious of a 'Perfect' Friend

[Carla03]

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i was once in this same plight. i have a friend who's rich.. smart.. good looking.. fashionable.. came from a perfect family.. but later i knew she's not perfect afterall. her life is twice as complicated as mine. then i never get envious with anyone anymore. Ms. d'monyita is correct when she said "you really really do not know what is happening in their home when the doors are closed and the last guest has gone home."

[makathy]

i've just realized that maybe it isn't jealousy or envy..

i'm competitive by nature.. so maybe it's just one of those situations that i feel that i'm on the losing end.. i don't know.. maybe i just need a therapist.. hehe.. (-_-,)