Do you believe in mid-twenties crisis?

[silent-kill]

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do you ever get in a situation wherein you feel really empty......you feel that there's something missing inside you but you don't know what it is.....

you hang out with your friends, laugh and fool around, but after a while, you just stare into empty space, think of things that flash into your mind, but still hear your friends' laughter and voices.....
your friends smile at you, but when you smile back, you know you're just wearing a fake smile......

you wanna make a tear fall but you just simply can't.....

i feel this kind of emptyness. it makes me think "if only I can be laugh my life away, and never go back to reality"

I guess all of us wants to escape reality...

[r/brey]

:depression is a disease:

emptiness is loneliness
loneliness is cleanliness
cleanliness is godliness
and you are empty
just like meeeee.
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[silent-kill]

smashing!!!.
listening to smashing pumpkins makes me depress at the same time relax

[GlassMoon]

Just when you know and feel that your heart is at home, and just when you know it's time to be who you are supposed to be, how come that something within you starts to let things fail? And what happens is that the abode your heart is in, suddenly turns into the only thing that can break it into pieces.

The surge of frustration overwhelms you that it is very hard to think and breathe sometimes. Then reality hits you in the head so hard, it makes your brain go numb. So, I seek solace in silence. Silence is very deafening, yet analeptic when you really need it. Your mind's eye is open, giving you possibilities to be opted for a destiny...

"As their song hits the air,
and young hearts start to break.
The lions join in the chorus,
sharing all this ache.

There's a lifetime out there somewhere
somewhere in the dark......"

- Cleveland Park - Edwin McCain

[werty]

Just when you know and feel that your heart is at home, and just when you know it's time to be who you are supposed to be, how come that something within you starts to let things fail? And what happens is that the abode your heart is in, suddenly turns into the only thing that can break it into pieces.

im experiencing this right now....

[cc(,``o]

it has happened to me a number of times. but usually when im in dat situation im in depression mode na or going into it. laughing and talking with my friends and going out is jst a ciover not to let my friends and family know that there's something wrong. but u really just cant help urself and sit there feeling empty and sometiems u cant help it the tears would just fall and u cant understand anything no matter h hard u try.

[cc(,``o]

but base onme xperience forcing oneself to talk about it helps. its hard bt it helps a a lot. it releases some of the emtoions ure hiding inside

[yelloW]

lonely, useless, sad ......... pero usa ray solution! ila-ag

sus dah!!! galaag na gani!!! feeling empty lang gihapon...way ayo na nga solution.

[GlassMoon]

My mind runs thoughts that I am not supposed to be thinking of. The conviction of my heart could be true.....

Happiness is superficial.
Pain is an illusion that's not.
Angst is a remedy.

[YbriP]

im through yet i still cant go...
i have nothing left to say...
all i am now is what you left in "us"...
but there was never "us"...
only "you"...