HELP Me and my American boyfriend

[imgettinsickofthislife]

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im a 19 y.oldwho have ths americn guy wch is 38.. ive known him almost a year already.. lived togther in thailand for about 3 months, stay in philippines tgther for a month, planning to getmarried but no date yet.. he have lots of "GIRL-FRNDS" in thailand or even in lasvegas.. we always argue about stuffsi really do hate.. he still ahve been communicating with hispast grlfrnds and ex wife. it bother me somtimes.. i dotrust him beofre but as what i have noticed hes too close to grls.. he have ths "frnd" he said that he always talk to,they mail each othr. one time while hewas sleeping he left hes cmpter and hs msnger on.. im tryng to just ignored it but i cantget rid of bad thoughts.. so i did open his mails.. ifound it there a msg from that grl hes talking about that hes frndhe said,they talk too sweet and so close.. and in signature..it says LOVE, grls name and same on hs response.. until they call eachothr as cupcake.. i cried aftr ive read thier msgs,itreally bothers mebut itold him aftr that told him i opened his mails so he explain blah blah blah....and there is one time too ths ex grlrnd of his. . call at 12midnight thailand time for an hour! 1hour talk...HE said they are just talking about business and grl's problems..hetold me theres nothng toworry about he is just kping them for future references he said.. but it feels like its not right... i wasthere when she call werewatchng movie tgther... i dnt see any respect atall.. i can hear them laughing while tlaking.. gosh! really bother me! i was really mad aftr that..but yeah i talk to him ask himabout thatstuff.. why? why? why? same answers....and ths ex grlrnd of his have ths grlfrnd living in thailand.. shes a thai.. andths grlname ploy is a frnd of my boyfrnd toothey talk online always.. i left thailand for 2weeks to see mymom in cebu and when im back in thailand already i found out from our drver that bf and ths grl ploy meet and eat dinner togther... he never mentioned anythngabout that to me..when healways do.. just makes me wonder.. and now, im in cebuandheis in las vegas.. we talk online evryday.. hetold me somthng that reallysurprise me and maes mewnder why?i ahve so mnay questions... hetold me just last month, ths girl "ploy" her dad died last month and she got ths gift frm herfather more than 3M. baht and hesaidthat ths girl going to gve him that money! very shocking! im not happy im full of questions! why? why is she gving that money to him wehn they are not even close? why is she gvingthat big? thats from her fatherwhy she goingto just giveit away likenothng? he told me they talk online, hesaid maybeshethnks hes a good frnd thats why she giving him that money..and now hes going to thailand ths monthto get that money from ths grl "ploy" .. he wants to see me there, hes amerian guy frnd goign tothailand ths monthtoo, he told hes guy frnd about that and they are goign togther togetthat money frm that grl..he said grls mom wants him to sign papers... i ask him cant u wait for me? iwnat to go there with u.. hesaid huh? y? what for? hwo couldhe ask me that question? what for? !!!! he said i cant go with him there grls family so religious and if they know he haveyoung grlfrnd they might thnk bad about him.. they might chnge mind.. thats hat hesaid.. isaid WHO CARES! hesaid I do care, so isaid illjust stay in hotel then i wont go with u to se themdontworry.. he said ill thnkabout it.. WOW! And u know, makes me more wnder why, hetoldme he ahve 2 months visa, philippines can only get 1 month visa tothailand... andhe knows that! soiask him why u goignther for two months when u know im only stayn there for a month? whatelseu going todo there? he said because i can, and my frnd ben is there he is stayng for 2 mnthstoo we will go see thngs. huh why? it really surprised me, he told me when we argue he said idont mindif u stay with me... !!!! whyis he goignto marry me then? im confused he sounds like he dont care! really hurts me.. he cant even gve me good reasons why he goingto stay there fortwo months without me,when hetold me before hes mainpurpose on goignto thailandisto see me second is to get the money.. he told me beore he wont stay in thailandif im notthere with him..hesaid he will leave same date if igo home to philippines already.. BUT IT DONT SOUNDSLIKE THAT ANYMORE! SOMTHNGS WRONG...

i want to know ur thoughts guys aftr reading my situation now, whatdo u thnk?

[bukikong]

grabe ka taas imong sulat so akong tubag ako lang moboon... buwagi.

[kat2x]

kapuya basa oi.... hehe.. btw sis, u urslf ra gyd ang mka dcide wats d ryt thng to do. be wise nalng. use him. para mka baws ka. hehe. for me dli btw cya serious. ayw lng palabi padala sa imo feeling sa iya para kng mg kna.unsa. dli kau sakit

[cebu1029]

sakto tong advise na buwagan na lang nimo ang imong bf! he's just playing around.

wala kay assurance na pagminyo ninyo... faithful siya!

[katezu]

If you're not happy with your current situation they why stay? You have a choice to leave him and find someone who trully loves you or stay with him and accept his womanizing!

[Velvett]

save yourself

[imgettinsickofthislife]

kapuya basa oi.... hehe.. btw sis, u urslf ra gyd ang mka dcide wats d ryt thng to do. be wise nalng. use him. para mka baws ka. hehe. for me dli btw cya serious. ayw lng palabi padala sa imo feeling sa iya para kng mg kna.unsa. dli kau sakit

ala nko nabutang ug apil guys.. mag banta man gud xa nako.. luv man nako xa pero kapoy naman gud, kng muingon lang gani ko nga di sa ko magkgstrya kaypuno na jud kaayo ko nya iya man ko bantaan.. muana xa nga.. ok if u leave i wil kill myself... pls talk to me dnt leave. kapoy na jud kaayo magcg miug strya kada adlaw mag cg pud mi ug away kay dili man xa kasabot gud... well cgro tungod sa among cultures nga lahi ra jud... pero imposble nasad kaayo nga dili jud xa kahunahuna unsay sakto unsay angay nya buhaton nga khbaw na gud xa ug kaila na gud xa nako pero murag iya ra jud ibaliwala.

[ajol]

murag klaro na kaayo na.... DRAMA rana iyang Banta....

[kat2x]

ala  nko nabutang ug apil guys.. mag banta man gud xa nako.. luv man nako xa pero kapoy naman gud, kng muingon lang gani ko nga di sa ko magkgstrya kaypuno na jud kaayo ko nya iya man ko bantaan.. muana xa nga.. ok if u leave i wil kill myself... pls talk to me dnt leave. kapoy na jud kaayo magcg miug strya kada adlaw mag cg pud mi ug away kay dili man xa kasabot gud... well cgro tungod sa among cultures nga lahi ra jud... pero imposble nasad kaayo nga dili jud xa kahunahuna unsay sakto unsay angay nya buhaton nga khbaw na gud xa ug kaila na gud xa nako pero murag iya ra jud ibaliwala.

f that the case. naa pd diay cya luv sa imo.. ky y mn dli cya mkig buwag nmo kng gustohon mo? ryt? kiat lng gyd na cya na type. kng ako ikw, ms maau sagdaan mo nalng cya. mind ur self nalng kng unsa mka au fr u. mapul.an ra na madugay. or n d long run sa n.u pg uban mka realize na mong 2 or cya na dli ka mo gyd. so end na probz mo. ryt? till next tym. attend pko mass. pray nalng tkw apil. hehe

[imgettinsickofthislife]

murag klaro na kaayo na.... DRAMA rana iyang Banta....

usahay kanang mag away mi unya lagot na judkaayo ko, muana dayon na xa... can u stop being mean about nothng? huh? nothng daw.. wala raju na nyaiyaraiblaiwala...KAPOY JUDOI! muanadayon na xa ay.. i dnt feelgood now in my chest.. pls stop being so mean.. dnt hurt me. NAa man gud na xa asthma before guys then ako mura nlng pud ko mahadlok kay mubalik unya.. himbis na lagot kaayo koako nlngtunlon usahay.. ihilak nlng gud nako ako kalagot.. paita jud. [br]Posted on: April 06, 2008, 03:18:03 PM_________________________________________________d ili man gud na xa sayon... im not in a "kita kita" lang nga relationship.. its kinda serious, its not easy to just tell him im done i dotn want see u anymore...guys its not easy! luv nako xa frst reason maong maglisud ko ug buwagnya..second nag hope pko nga mag chnge xa somedaynga makarealize xa.. 3rd iskanangiyng pag banta banta, mahadlok ko ba nga mubalik unya iya asthma... stupid pero dili man gud sayon guys. what if mahtabo napud na nya? mubalikunya iya asthma.. samot kalisod.[br]Posted on: April 06, 2008, 03:29:21 PM_________________________________________________

f that the case. naa pd diay cya luv sa imo.. ky y mn dli cya mkig buwag nmo kng gustohon mo? ryt? kiat lng gyd na cya na type. kng ako ikw, ms maau sagdaan mo nalng cya. mind ur self nalng kng unsa mka au fr u. mapul.an ra na madugay. or n d long run sa n.u pg uban mka realize na mong 2 or cya na dli ka mo gyd. so end na probz mo. ryt? till next tym. attend pko mass. pray nalng tkw apil. hehe

dili man nako ma take nga pasagdaanang nako xa sis, naa man gud koy luv nya... ok ra untakng asta koalay paki peo nag care man pud ko sa amorelationship gud... libog jud sis