Poetry anyone?

[pac]

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sori viz

First time we met in school introduced yourself
Showed respect
So i gave respect
struggled with school
both you me and maickey
three dumbasses walked the same road
But your imperfections started to show
don't know what was it with you
everytime you spoke
I couldn't keep a straight face
You were acting different
Then they started making fun of you
pointed out your imperfections
Our roads went on different directions
things just started to get worst and worst
everyday
You were like a sheep in a room full of wolves
I was stupid back then and became one of those fools
I know you didin't planned it to be this way
But everything always happens for a reason
and thats what, we don't have control over
and thats what destiny is
the pain that you kept inside was almost unbearable
you had to quit school
never came back
things never made sense to me back then but
know I look back at it
it does now
I was so sorry you had to witnessed it
i could not imagine what your mom
might have felt back then
never heard from maickey again
Hope we could meet again

[pac]

goodbye bulhog (one eyed dog)

Intawn kalooy sad nimo oi
Ipriso naka sa dog pound
Mora ka naa sa lost and found
Sige lag kiat
magbug no bugno
nahug sa third floor
buhi lang gihapon
naligsan na kaduha
mora rag wa
nanong gikitkit ang portahan
wa gyud kay nakat unan
mamaak biyag kamot kung di tagdon
andaman nalang tikag lungon

[pongborro]

wrote this katung nagpa-blind kos akong ex na buang na way ayo!

Eyes shut
I touch you.
A need
Tears fall.

Eyes shut,
We kiss.
You kiss,
Not mine alone.

Eyes shut,
I loved.
You loved,
Not me alone.

Eyes shut,
Awakened.
But.. You knock again.
Blind, again.

[pac]

this one is dedicated to Atoy( among panday sauna nga usa ray mata)not making this up

Naabot ka sa balay kabaw ko wa kay trabaho
Imong gihangyo si mama nga moipon ka namo
una palang nakong tan aw nimo kabaw nako
daan wa kay mabuhat na maayo
palahubog kay kang dako sigeg panigarilyo
grabe baya kaayo nimo pakus gan ang stereo
morag naa ka sa inyo
Magyaw yaw kung di kanaog sa pangpang
gabii man sad tig ulian ang kanahan
kabaw nakang usa ra na imo mata
Ay pagtuga tuga
Dagway nimo morag kwarta
Gipalayas ka di ka mohawa
kay mangayo kag kwarta
May sad gani niadto kag bohol
trabaho sa balay sa ako uncle
human imong gisung si Tiyo Didong
wa ka nalipong
naa baya na airgun c tiyo didong
maypag gipusil nalang ka
para mawa na sa kalibutan
ang pareho nimo
nga way ayo

[pac]

This formed in my mind during dawn.this is called wet dreams(incubus). the second one is a true story

Who is this sultry lady sitting under the palm tree?
She looks at me in the eye as if to say
What are you waiting for come and get me
Do you know the feeling when your about
to go to the beach
As you wait in anticipation
And when you reach your destination
As your feet touches the sand
You just want to get naked
and run directly towards that thing
forget about the sunscreen
I was like a hungry beast
waiting for a feast
I wanted to manhandle her
rough her up a little bit
Treat her like a hoe
Imagine as if she was Marilyn Monroe
and as we did our thing
there was this downhill rush inside of me
It started from the top then to the
bottom
It coursed through my veins
then there was this sudden explosion
Like a volcanic eruption

I actually had a experience with a ghost or whatever you may call it.
It happened late 2004-2005
I went to the bathroom to go for a leak
our bathroom is like small
when you go for a leak
and when you turn around the door is right there
so I was doing my business doing my thing
Then suddenly i felt a cold sensation in my left butt
As if a hand was touching me
I made sure maybe I was just imagining things
Took a look where my hands were placed
They were both upfront holding my shorts
turned around nobody was there
started to freak out
ran like a little bitch downstairs
and couldn't stop shaking for about 2minutes
nanimawt gud ako balahibo

[pac]

This one is for my mom
Fix you
I never did understand what your purpose was in this world
All the memories that stuck to me when I was still
a little kid
Were your cruel words
Back in high school you would nag me everytime
I made a mistake
I had too much of it i couldn't take
Everything changed when you were diagnosed with cancer
I know you were putting up a brave fight
But deep inside you wanna cry
You started to lose your hair and you felt weak
I couldn't forget that day you called me
to come near you
I just ignored you
I know i hurt you
I wasn't really sure what to do
I was to busy worrying about my own problems
Things were so confusing
I never took the time to think that
you were fighting for your life
With the will that was left inyo
Now i'm making up for lost time
Spending my time with you
I pity you everytime you asked
our helpers what dress looks good on you
I didn't know why you felt insecure
But one thing is for sure
I will try my best to fix you

[pac]

i just want to take this oppurtunity to just let things off my chest.
Coz I felt like there were so many things left unsaid
I take you back to 2003 the year where my life started to go into a downward spiral
Came to school never knew nothing but went there anyway
Back home my parents announced the news that my mom had breast cancer
As if that was not enough back in school had my own big ass problems
The type of problem that can be likened to an accident waiting to happen
Not just ordinary shit this is what we call deep shit
It was like a bomb just waiting to explode
if there was a song to describe the last four years of my life it would be
the song by rivermaya Umaaraw umuulan
You know the song by incubus called drive
well the problem is that ****ing steering wheel fell off
so my life was like going down the drain
and I felt like I had no control over it
Destiny
I felt like whenever every direction I would turn to was like
there were demons and I couldn't breath
If could I would have ran away from this bitch
and never come back if I could
Too much shit I can't handle just like craig david said I'm walking away
But i didin't i stood my ground held on to whatever was like left
In times of trials and tribulations I took shelter in solitude
just like carrie underwood
said
Jesus take the wheel take it from my hand
Thats when I was in touched with my inner self
you know I felt like I needed a sign
Just like dmx said lord give me a sign
I thought I was just that desperate
But I had no choice It was all I was left to do
So whenever i went to school on my uncles car I
would clear my mind conscentrate
tap to my inner self
let it control my eyes and there it is
signs start to pop out from every direction
You can pinpoint them coz they like stood out
But now i can't do that anymore
things just started to get worst and worst everyday
The pain exceeded the limit of numbness already
I didin't have the words to describe it
It took four years for me to get cleansed
Heal my wounds
so to speak
But i do believe that without struggle
there can't be a new beginning
If we look back at our past history there were
the spanish era and the japanese era
we had to go through that shit in
order for us to be a better country
A united one
Sufferings is like a soul cleanser
gives more meaning to your life
If we don't go through difficult times life would be meaningless
you know you would be lost
To those of you that are going through a rough patch in your life
right now i know its difficult
But you gotta hold on
like tupac said If we can make it through
this night there is a brigther day
And nelly
Its always the darkness right before the sun rises
You gotta stay strong and have faith in jesus
even though i was going through that
shit there was still a grain of like sand
that told me things will get better someday
I'm sorry I made this thing into my journal or something
but I just felt like i needed an outlet for my emotions
Share my life experience and maybe you can learn a
thing or to from it .

[pac]

Let it go b
Can't win em all
thats what they say
Things will not always go your way
But you should neverl stop trying
Stop crying
Wipe the tears in your eyes
ljust give a sigh
and move on
Let go of the past
plan for the future
focus on the present
life is a present
you have to open it everyday
good or bad
you have to accept it
Cause life is not always perfect

[pac]

Underdog

Always the underdog
Never was the top dog
Always had to prove myself
Got beaten up by my brother for looking funny
Never had a honey
while they were playing basketball
I was on the sideline
mending this heart of mine
back in school was bullied alot
felt i had to fight back
But ended up being scolded by the teacher
i'm no preacher
Always was part of the minority
Played good basketball
Never got into the varsity
I got tired of this shit
So I change my personality
Created an alter ego of some sort
Acted tough just to fit in the neighborhood
never showed my weakness
All of that backfired on me
But i didin't lose hope
i got nothing to lose
Its win or lose
I have to choose
If i want to be the topdog
or to stay as an underdog.

[pac]

Fly

Jesus give me some wings
Teach me how to fly
S-o I w-o-u-l-d-n-'t c-r-y
I feel like I'm stuck in this hell whole
with only my soul
Life is so cold
that was what i was told
Never had the intellect
Only spoke the dialect
Feel like i'm bound in sufferin
Why are they laughin?
They say I have to be patient
But i'm insistent
Can't wait much longer
Eaten up by my anger
Can you give me a sign or something
I need to know if you have a plan for me
or something
I feel like I'm ready to break free
Cut this ****in chains off of me
so I could fly
to wherever I want to be.