Originally Posted by
Ivan James
Been wonderig the same. Even though I do not know what god’s name is, even though I do not talk to him/her/it through prayer I still have my blessings coming. I think it’s a matter of what you attract. I just think that it’s all about having faith that things will turn good. The idea of God is a hardest thing to understand. As for me I just wanna choose to love being human. I just want to make or to discover a purpose for my existence. And lastly to face death smiling. I do not know whether death is the ultimate end or there is an after life. But what I am sure with is that death is the end of this reality i’m in right now and I’m gonna make sure to face it smiling. And if god’s concern really is imposing rules on me he would have made it clearer in the beginning. He’s too unfair if he’s gonna save the christians only or the muslims or any other specific religion only.
atm, i also have times where i regret growing up into a conventional catholic upbringing where, despite attending mass and other church activities have not offered any explanations and time to explaining the faith the way most protestant churches do ( that's i bel is lacing in this faith at least in my exp).
i wish i grew up not being indoctrinated because the struggle of trying to get away from it and looking at it from a point of view as a re-evaluator is not easy . like a plant taking roots that has gone too deep.
hopefully, time will help!