The maldita side of me is saying "tangaa pud nimo oi... nganong wala man nimo gisiguro nga mamatay jud ka.naulawan nuon kag samot"
The other side of me is saying "dont judge the person. Wa ka kabalo what he's been through"
Seriously though, dili ta pareho ug coping mechanisms. One time or another naabot pud ta sa point na we just wanted to end our lives just to end our miseries. Some managed to shake off the idea but for some, sadly hindi na talaga kaya.. some were able to tolerate pain, some dont.