Originally Posted by
kaiyyeen
Are you aware of how you took my breath away, and refused to give it back? Do you know, how much I loved you? If I could turn back time, things would be different. I would be smarter, I’d resist you. But your undeniable, all pain put aside, throw it on the back burner, I loved you with every ounce of being in me
I just wish that i haven’t reacted in such a humiliating way when you dumped me. I wish I hadn’t even tried to get you back because ugh, that was such a waste of time. Good thing I didn’t spend more than a month doing that. I don’t need to waste my precious time on a loser like you anyway. And we’re not rolled from the same dough. We deal with things differently. But everyone knows that the way to deal with your lover grieving is not to tell them you just want to be friends then get a new girlfriend three weeks later. Your attempts to hurt me with that or even make me jealous, backfired. I’m glad I didn’t stoop to your level. And I’m glad we’re through.
I made way too many exceptions for your sorry ass. You are incredibly lazy, boring, too far away, close minded; I know there was so much more, but I can’t remember anymore. It’s all a blur. I can’t even remember your voice or touch or even your face, and I am so incredibly happy about that.
I used to think that without you, all the healing crystals in the world wouldn’t be able to heal me, and that all the stars in my sky would disappear. I couldn’t imagine life without my “best friend and true love”. But look at me now. I have a social life, a few friends that love me as much as I love them, and so much more. Thank you for leaving before I wasted more time on you and thank you for showing me what a good person I am. I really am too good for you. You never deserved to have my friendship, have s3x with me, or even have my love. I don’t need you. I never needed you. You showed me that I really am a strong person and that I deserve so much better. Without you, I have so many opportunities and so many doors to open. My future is just, so, so much brighter than yours. And now you’re not holding me back anymore.